.hikayat si pencinta seni.

single lady

2012-02-16T06:48:00.000-08:00

secara kebetulan tau, di saat aku merungut tentang diri yang dirasakan seperti forever alone, suddenly most facebook status today about being a proud single. hahaha. coincidence? wat ever...

I have been surrounded by friends that are having relationships, malah,.. (uiseh 'malah' gitu) already planning for marriage.! nda ko jadi stress tiba2. hahaha. you feel like no one will ever like you, and you be curse to be single for the rest of your life, then bangun tidur mimpi buruk, pastu benapas mcm kuda. hahaha. saja, dramatik skit.

of course I feel happy for my friend for having a good time and great luck in love compare to me, but sometimes you do have that forever alone feeling you know. I just can't avoid it. tambah2 lagi kawan yang duduk 24 jam update lokasi and report dengan bf/gf masing... adui,

BUT, no matter how forever alone I am, it always came back to my sanity that love is universal. I have my parent love, for sure they will love me unconditionally no matter how bad I behave or how terrible I am. I'm sure they will love my flaws and take it as my special traits, that what makes me, ME!. I have my family love, friends, and most importantly, Allah SWT. I know Allah will always there to listen to my heart 24/7.

so hey single ladies, screw all things that get in your way, have faith in Allah, ( or whatever religion you believe in ) have faith in yourself. everyone sees beauty different ways, of course they judge you, and mock you, but be strong with God's love, as it will last ETERNITY.

#maypeacebeuponu

our friendship :P

2012-02-12T21:54:00.000-08:00

photo credit : facebook.com/rainbowpastel

exsmeshians reunion 2011

2012-02-09T21:48:00.000-08:00

aku patut post benda ni last year. but. aku bz so......hehehe.
its been a long time since I hangout with smeshian friends. so my post today shows how much I miss high school so badly.

this thing happened somewhere in the middle of year 2011, located at the sg kibunut penampang. aku fes time tu pegi sna. tp skrg aku tau suda..neh.. haha. kitorang nda banyak. sikit jak. maybe sebab byk member dekat smenanjung, yang ada ni pun kebetulan berada d kk. so, decided for a reunion, and here we are. hehe.

apa kami bt sini ni kibunut? rileks2 jak kami sini. bakar2 ikan, rendam2 kaki.....shyl sama mira mandi. haha. oh, the guys pun mandi tapi durg mandi saaaaana tmpat dalam sikit. kami kasi bekocak tu tempat cetek ja..haha.

tukang bikin air

aku nda pam apa si mus buat.

mangsa2 untuk di bakar

tukang bakar

tukang tinguk / tukang ambi gambal

like a bosss!

at the end of the day, bila makanan nda abis, they came up with brilliant idea.

yaitu membuat pertandingan minum air, sepa lambat, kasi abis sosej.

ole kerana video nda dpt masuk bt sementara waktu, nnt la aku upload.

#peacebeuponu

salam maulidur rasul.

2012-02-05T04:32:00.000-08:00

assalamualaikum muslimin dan muslimat sekalian.

dengan ini, saya, pemilik blog yang nda lawa ini ingin mengucapkan

SALAM MAULIDUR RASUL

source : fb/encik fawwaz

selawat dan salam buat junjungan besar Nabi Muhammad SAW

big fat fatty reality

2012-02-04T06:26:00.000-08:00

mother said that I'm getting fat. aku plak ndak juga denied, bikos I know the truth. yes. this past few weeks I have been eating macam nda makan setahun lamanya and it does worries me. Its not that I care about what other people will look at me. Its what I care what how my confidence level will be seriously affected by the fact that I have gain so many pounds over the past few weeks. oh. holidays are my weakness.!! asal holiday memang aku la raja makan sebab aku la tukang masaknya.! so I blame myself for getting of control. and I blame myself for the decreasing of my confident level.

confident matters.

2012-01-31T00:39:00.000-08:00

they said confident matters in all aspect

no matter what size or colour are you,

confident is the one that makes you look better.

or better yet, makes you look interesting and worth.

at least that's what they said...

here I am

2012-01-28T07:37:00.000-08:00

I've been away for a long time just need to have some vacation for the semester breaks.

now I'm back.

oh michael.

2012-01-14T07:43:00.000-08:00

I just watched a movie called Sunday at Tiffany's this afternoon and you know what? I gotta say it is one good movie. well, at least to me coz it makes me cried. Not that sad cry, but more of a overwhelmed.....i think....haha. but SERIOUSLY gooodd!!! and one more thing, it turns out to be one of the bestseller book!

I am not a reader, so bestseller-book-turn-to-movie maybe the best way for me to understand the whole book in couple of hour. haha. They all turn to be good movies though~~ like those " a walk to remember " book. I cried the whole time watching that.... hahaha. touching ba.

ok, back to what I really want to say is that I was, was? I AM loving the Michael; character in the Sunday at Tiffany's. plus the actor was so hot, and I couldn't resist to change into another channel. hehe. What makes me u know,...touching so badly is how Michael always knows what the girl like, dislike, and how he love the girl soooo deeply. (oh yes I can feel it) and there was one particular scene I love is that when he was talking to the girl he loves (slash bestfriend) suddenly another girl greeted him, and then the girl said "oh, you quite famous with the girls too"...hmm something like that and he replied "nah..you always be my girl, Jane".... I'm like,.....stunned.....a strike to heart..... that was SO SWEET!!! and then aku start da berangan what if I had man that says to me like that. I know. weird me. (pastu senyum sendiri2. haha) I want bf like Michael. nope, not enough, a husband then!. yes. a husband. fullstop.

I know many won't read this.saja selit2.but I don't believe in confession anymore like eeevrybody does in movies because I experienced a few years back then with misery that came along with confession thingy. and the hurt still haunts me, in my minds, and the last time I was getting hurt that is couple years ago, that is when I start shutting down from confessing my feelings. I tried and try to stop doing this to myself, but somehow I can't. what the heck is wrong wit me? what the heck with tvs, movies, and dramas?? stop making me feel like i want to confess!! haiyer. and i know this has nothing to do with the story above...( the movie I mean )....but you know what? I dont care. skip this pathetic-looking-sad-sounded-like paragraph if you want to. feel free. :) oh wait. you just finished read that. too late. my bad.

ok, ok, back to happy mood!! hows your day? boring la aku. holiday siang sibuk, malam free. I'm like blurr....donno what to do. pedahal banyak benda kena buat. haha. oh well. have a nice day earth people. #peaceout

check this out!

2012-01-11T08:29:00.000-08:00

I have new blog.

click HERE! CLICK ME!

You are welcome to read, because I have plenty to write! fuuhh.. penat bah tangan and otak editing.

who knew editing can make you crazy.??!

it does makes me crazy. and hungry. (laaapar seja kau ni nissss...)

aaanyway, hows holiday so far to me? hmm.......hmm......

banyak mo pikir....

bah, jan lupa klik tu link.

biasanya la kan...

KALO KAWAN, DIA MESTI KLIK TU LINK...

just saying...

-peaceout!-

hehe

2012-01-08T08:38:00.000-08:00

assalamualaikum readers

I have develop a sense of artistic and feminine in me

when every time I see colours, I go mad and craving for it.

I'll be like a children that craving for ice cream. craving for toys. craving for everything.

annoying, yet, it grows in me

and control is important.

oh yes

I love makeups.

as much as I love the various colour of it,

yet I didn't see myself in it.

I see it on someone's face. lol.

creepy? nope. that's normal.

maybe It's my nature, to love everything pretty,

or my passion to colour that has driven me to this issue.

I know I may not owning the title of 'most prettiest woman in the world,

nor I the world known skinny model,

but art is for everyone who embrace it well.

hihih

I am so crazy about the Sephora palette, I even think about wasting my money on it.

they were so pretty with coloursss!.... aku bole mewarna muka orang~~aahh! gembiranya!

look at those coloursss aren't they pretty...

can I have this for myself? please, please, please.......

Breaks

2012-01-05T07:25:00.000-08:00

photo credit here

assalamualaikum.

aaaaaaahhhh.. abis pun paper ke-3. rasa mcm nda sabar suda aku ni mo cuti. hahaha. lek. 1 paper lagi. yang paling manang tu, they save the hardest for the last.... yes... the hardest.... why....WHY??...

nasib ada gap. huhuhu. tapi, 2 hari mana cukuuuupppp!! huhuhu.

anyway, kalo taim exam, mmg makan aku paling nda jaga. haha. tgok la apa aku ma kwn ku Eda makan lepas exam

suda 2 hari berturut2 aku makan hotdog tu sebab sedap dan mengenyangkan kami yang penat mengeluarkan jawapan selama beberapa jam... hoho. mmg diet aku rosak abis!! huh.

apapun, janji perut gmbira. ngee :D

weeks of exam.

2012-01-04T05:33:00.000-08:00

tiga hari exam berturut-turut

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good luck everyone

PHOTO CREDIT : ceritapuspawangi.blogspot.com

flashback 2011

2011-12-30T16:48:00.000-08:00

within few hours, we are almost to the end of 2011. so many things had happen, and to be honest, I can't really remember it all!. hoho. Well, ni kepala manusia, bukan mesin mo retrieve semua file kena simpan. huhu. #factshurt.

cuba la kita flashback, apa yang best dalam 2011 ni? any improvements that we already had? any achievements that we already accomplish?

well I'm not the type of person who likes to plan anything for the whole year. why? because I never stick to my own plan! haha. sebab tu aku teda resolution for every year. All I said to myself is to improve constantly (which sometimes I failed to do so)... jadi, apa guna buat list panjang2 kalo tau diri sendiri nda pandai ikut? pointless. haha. best way? just go with the flow.

however, 2011 leaves me with plenty of memory that most of them store in the middle between my short-term memory and long-term memory. (too much stadi??) haha. but most importantly, alhamdulillah, I still had my family and friends to share the memories, and I thankful to that every time.

annoying part of this year? tahun ni semua org suka buat lagu ala2 club, cakap pasal 'end of world', parteying sampai mampus, lagu2 senggama la, kiss2 la, cinta mati la. eyak... cant they make songs that have more quality of it? A SONG! real SONG! bukan lagu penuh dengan drum bass and lirik ndak tentu2. annoying betul. muntah darah.
I'm not expecting 2012 would have better song that 2011, I bet lepas ni mesti durang buat lagu pasal "kiamat-ndak-jadi-lets-party-forever", or something similar. hmmm. just saying, who knows? oh well, everybody is responsible for themselves, pandai2 la kamo. aku diam2 jak lah.

important message here : aku tgh exam, urgghhhh.... evryone tgh holiday, aku sibuk ngan buku.. i hate this feeling.

ok lah. I am just being sarcasm. don't take it seriously because I never serious (except dealing with money). take care everybody!

happy 2012. all the best.

# peace out!

TADAA!

2011-12-25T07:12:00.000-08:00

It's quite a long time.

I've been busy.

Books are just piling up

Blogs are demanding for updates

Legs are tired

and the fun just never stops.

yes, I've been away for gila-sangat-banyak-kerja-dan-aktiviti for the whole month.

huh. penat. sabar. best.

lol.

happy2 semuanya.

#peaceout.

mulau

2011-12-06T08:11:00.000-08:00

aku kestau kamo.

semalam ba kan.. aku lambat tidur. sebab aku tinguk video baru 2pm. hahahaha. o yess. aku layan k-pop jugak okeh. kalo 2pm aku memang fanatik gila. semangat fanatik aku tu bole aku lari padang bola berkali-kali!! (wuiseh) biasak ah. sensitip skit kalo nmpk hot stuff ni.. HAHA.

jadi kan. telampau nya la ba fanatik aku tu sampai semalam Chan Sung masuk dalam mimpi aku. ndak ko tu. bangun2, bahagia. hahahahaha. belum tambah2 aku nampak itik comel harini. bertambah-tambah kebahagiaan aku.!!! hahah! bagus jugak la. aku tgh stress ni. kerja melambak macam longgokan sampah. jelawat kuar sana sini bertabur. huuuussshhh.. sabar sak la. k lah. tido lu. eh, tatap la skejap bf2 sa.... eeee...HENSEM!!

BOIFRENNSS saya ni. jan curik!

peace out.
tengkiu for stopping by!

stop thinking negative. :)

2011-11-30T08:04:00.000-08:00

i found this great. it boost up my confidence and it is great to think about. took what suits you guys and your environment. :)

stay positive.

review : Burrrrrrberry BODY perfume!

2011-11-25T05:07:00.000-08:00

ehem. assalamualaikum.

I am happy today. why? yes, because I receive a sample delivery today from Burberry company on their latest perfume, the Burberry BODY. 2ml only. It's not that plenty, but I loooove it!.ehe. I've been joining their campaign promoting their latest perfume, so i get 1 free sample of the perfume!! :). actually, aku dapat dua kotakk!!! hohoho! temahaknya aku!!. but adik aku getek betul, aku kasi la dia satu lagi...fine...

so lemme tell you how the smell like... (psst psst...spray konok...) oh gosh. wangi EH!!! hmmm...i guess Burberry body smells masculine and sophisticated. with a little bit floral. a bit minty smell. and very very VERY GOOODDD! urhh..I can smell this all day..haha. It has this strong smell, which suits for independent and sophisticated women and they last long too. My little brother loves the smell too.! haha. So if any of you are into strong scent, this probably the best smell for you. (plus it smells so englisheyy. haha)

If you browse through Burberry.com under their fragrance, they said this perfume have mixtures of Peach, Freesia, Iris, Rose, and Green Absinthe. well, It smells great!!

uuuuuu... that's Rosie Huntington-Whiteley, the face of Burberry BODY. ala..pelakon Transformer 3 tuu. Hot nih.

see how small the sample is. ndak cukuuupp!!! haha. (nama pun sample)

I've had bad day today, but this package just pops the joy in me! I love this so so much. Thank you Burberry Company!. I think I might purchase these later.. hehehe. ;D

peace yaw~

question mark.

2011-11-16T21:45:00.000-08:00

if you were in my place, what would you do?

konfeshen.

2011-11-15T06:22:00.000-08:00

yes, you read that right. aku ada konfeshen ni. suda ku kumpulkan semua kekuatan untuk mengatakan ini. sesuatu yang luar biasa yg kmu tau dari aku. aku ndak kisah la apa kamu mo cakap. dari kamu sak tu..

gini la.. aku tengah angau ni.. yes, ANGAU.
menurut pusat rujukan persuratan melayu, angau boleh ditakrifkan sebagai asyik terkenang, terbayang atau teringat pada seseorang. ada dua benda aku angau nih.
mo tau ndak??

okeh.
yang 1st skali. aku tengah angau dengan.........lagu nih...

yes, sangat2. kemana2 aku pegi aku dengar. aku tengah mandi pun aku nyanyi2 lagu ni. aku pun nda tau kenapa. best ba lagu ni. jarang suda aku dgr lagu best2 skrg. abis suma lagu jadi lagu clubbing. (itu dia, luahan hati seorang pendengar). papun, lagu ni mengingatkan sy kepada konfeshen ke dua...

konfeshen ke dua pulak... emm...
nantilah.
secretlah. nda mo kestau. hehehe...

peace yaww!

better lips!

2011-11-11T04:23:00.000-08:00

new lip balm in town! woot woot!

I've been using this recent product of Maybeline New York Baby Lips Lip Balm in Mint Flavour.

I love how my lips feels minty when I use them. Macam sapu Vicks time kita selesema kan, letak di dada. pedas2. uu.. besh. hehe

anyway, bibir aku mmg salu tekupas-kupas sampai bidak jadinya and most of the time kering, but I can see my lips getting better now. :) ada orange flavor and strawberry kali, aku nda pasti. tapi yang ini mint best...pedas2...weee~~

i love you like a love song baby!

2011-11-08T00:40:00.000-08:00

ah ai lebiu laik a love song bebeh!!

i know this is too much. but i dont care. i have fallen deeeeeeeepppp into love.

if you wanna know what my motivation when i go running,

its HIM.

yep. HIM.

i love chris evansss!!! wooohoooooo~~!!!

insane seketika. sila beri ruang.

yes I'm fat, so what??!!

2011-11-08T00:21:00.000-08:00

i just hate to see so many slimming program tumbuh macam cendawan selepas hujan. its like, SKINNY are the only thing that is pretty. so skinny readers, don't be offended by me, I'm just being disappointed.

say no to skinny. its fugly, people.

this is why I hate to go and shopping to buy shirt or blouse for myself. Yalah, aku ni bukan la banyak betul duit bah mo beli baju sampai harga RM70, just to pay for a decent baju yang ndak la sendat mau mati. yang ngam2 dihati. cukup la bajet aku dalam 1/3 dari elaun aku yang tiga angka seja tu, aku guna untuk beli barang-barang keperluan aku, lebih aku buat simpanan. tapi ni la masalah kalo mo beli baju, semua yang murah-murah on sale suma pun SAIZ S. sempit tau ndak. yang tayang 'aset negara' dikhalayak ramai. eee.... cemana la kamu pakai baju gitu tu. tayang-tayang sama orang. nnt kena rogol baru tau, palis-palis.... [katuk kayu].

short skirt and pants makes all PERVERTS and perhaps psychopaths cheering. LOUDLY.

pastu, semua iklan pakai iklan orang kurus. nda puas ati betul aku ni... sampai aku mo beli baju atau seluar pun ndak da selera suda walaupun aku ada duit. baik aku makan, bahagia lagi. semua ni memberikan aku tekanan saikologi dimana aku harus menguruskan diri untuk muat semua baju. wadehek mann??? whats wrong with being fetish?? although aku mmg on diet la konon skrg but my main goal not to get pupil to have their eyes on me by getting so skinny , but to reach GUNUNG KINABALU wei..... [yes, sy sedang memantapi stamina yg ndak seberapa ni untuk naik gng kinabalu kerana sy lari 100m suda sy kapus...]. but i see other than that is to get healthy. well, doktor mara sbb berat ndak ideal, what to do lah.....

mari kita ubah presepsi kecantikan yang slama ini agak terpesong dari landasan keretapi kerana ada lori tanki minyak menghalang jalan lalu mengakibatkan kebakaran.. mari kita lihat kecantikan seseorang itu dari hati yang suci, mulus, tulus, pulus....
lihat kecantikan orang itu dengan cemana dia menjaga kesihatan diri dia, sayang mata dia dari terus menerus kabur disebabkan selalu membaca dalam gelap dan stadi sampai lewat malam...... mari kita lihat kecantikan itu bukan atas dasar siapa cepat abis makan, atau siapa lambat siap makan..... mari kita lihat kecantikan bukan pada saiz badan, walaupun cemana hot pun seseorang itu kalau perangai tahap cipan, tiada guna jugak, tapi lihat pada hati seseorang yang walaupun saiz dia kecik atau besar, tapi dalam hati dia ada taman still hot di mata kita.... mari kita angguk-angguk kepada gaya hidup sihat dan geleng-geleng kepada rokok dan dadah [o yes, kempen]. mari kita nilai seseorang bagaimana dia layan orang sekeliling dan diri dia...... mungkin dengan cara ini , kita nampak preepsi kecantikan yang lebih luas.

love yourself for whatever you are.

peace yaw~

ps: sila komen kalo nda puas ati...........IF YOU DARE.........

cutting onions without shedding a tear !!

2011-10-18T02:14:00.000-07:00

having problems while cutting onions? i know.. i know.. everyone has it!!. Now I'm gonna tell you secret HOW to make yourself less teary while cutting onions!!

so what makes us teary while cutting the onions?
When you cut an onion, you break cells, releasing their contents. This gas reacts with the water in your tears to form sulfuric acid. The sulfuric acid burns, stimulating your eyes to release more tears to wash the irritant away.

SO HOW TO AVOID TEARY EYES?
easy! make sure to refrigerate the onions before cutting it off. The cold will reduce the release of gas, thus giving you pleasant moment in kitchen! :D

that's all!goodluck trying!

source : food detectives, discovery. wikimedia (image)

sky is the limit.

2011-10-17T07:24:00.000-07:00

currently I've been making myself busy with photography. although I might not be the best photographer of all time, but I learn step by step to make my picture worth a thousand words.

Few days ago, sunsets have been the most wonderful scene I've seen throughout this changing course's seasons. So I grab DSLR with me and climb up the roof and start snapping few pics as the sun sets down.

jadi ini lah hasilnya, hope you guys enjoyed watching it. hihi.

the skies are just so amazing and beautiful. nope, they were AWESOME. :)

subhanallah.... :D

peace yaw!

i love mailsssss!!!

2011-10-10T08:50:00.000-07:00

don't you just love mails..... ahhh.. the smell of it..... the touch of the package..... hihihi.. I love mails!. Well actually, I received one today and it's from my BFF!!! oh yeaa!

a big, big, BIG, HUGE thank you to my bff bikos mail me cute beg with little key chain with it. I love them all!

and since I have the bag, and already bought myself an external disk, I am ready to study!! wehe!! (baru konok mo stadi...) wat can i say,,, i kennot do my work when something in the way.....
;p

nostalgia kad raya

2011-09-22T08:25:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum. ingat ndak dulu-dulu masa budak hingusan lagi, suka betul kumpul kad raya.? well. aku time kecik-kecik sampai sekarang masih kumpul kad raya! hehe. ingat lagi masa skola asrama dlu rajin betul tukar-tukar kad. ala, macam reply la jugak.

tapi sekarang, orang malas suda mo pi kadai, beli kad, tulis kad... pastu anta pos. orang mau simple, cepat, pantas, tepat,.. aiseh.. dalam kesimpulan, sms, email dan yg sama waktu dengannya.

well, I'm pretty much an oldies person, haha, and I still think that sending cards will be more meaningful than just sending some text or call. so, I try different method this time. I sent to those my selected friends a Raya cards; not just ordinary cards, (except for 1 person) --but handmade!! hahaha. cayalah!.

aku nda send banyak-banyak, sebab, kad ni pun, time raya baru aku send. sebabnya? aku buat semua ikut mood. so, kalo masa mood aku tengah bekobar-kobar, aku buat la. tapi bukan la selalukan kita berkobar-kobar. adalah dalam 3 minggu aku hilang semangat mau buat sebab baru fikir idea, suda mo meletup kepala.. jadi 3 minggu la dia unfinished saaampai la haritu aku semangat balik mo buat.

the messiest table. =.=

one of the cards.!

so the cards were finally finished and delivered. aku bole buat 3 kad seja by handmade, because it is super super susah fikir kan idea, and financial problem. for my friends that didn't get, sorry bout that. well, i can't make cards for everyone cause it will cost me a lot of money, and i am not that gila-babss rich to buy each and everyone cards. well, atleast i've sent my friends raya wishes through blog, facebook, sms, etc. hope everyone can understand :D.

papun, harap kad sampai. aku pn ragu2 kasi masuk kad tu dalam box pos opis. yala. lama suda ba ndak pigi pos pos barang. lupa suda. mo lekat setem pun lupa suda. hahaha.

ps- will add some pics later. :)
peace!

hmm

2011-09-09T07:17:00.000-07:00

maybe I should blame my hormone

for developing such anger inside me.

or probably I should blame my surrounding

for not cooperating with the way I work.

perhaps the stress I've been gaining from the loads of thinking I've been doing.

I should sleep,

and end all this bad mood I'm having.

raya one more time.!

2011-09-05T07:35:00.000-07:00

sori sebab lambat sikit update blog. just so u know, aku braya sakan. hahaha. (smpai naik berat badan, padan muka!). hihi. aaaannnyway.. untuk seluruh muslimin dan muslimah yang ada di atas muka bumi ni, untuk semua kawan-kawan fesbuk,twitter,suma-sumalah! aku nak ucapkan :-

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI, MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

ikhlas dari hati sia yang kecik nih.. kalo mungkin selama ni ada yang aku terkasar bahasa, tercakap yang nda tentu, atau ada yang menyakitkan hati kawan-kawan suma, mintak maaf banyak2.yala, kita ni manusia biasa saja, tidak terlepas dari kesalahan. bak kata iklan raya KFC, ''raya tak ble marah kan?" #smileyface

buat kwn2 yang beraya di perantauan kali ni, jangan sedih-sedih, pos skarang makin advance, nanti korang mintak la courier biskut makmur ngn family korang. hihi. juga buat semua yang aku kenal, yang buat-buat kenal, yang lama x jumpa, yang selalu jumpa, yang boring da jumpa, hahaha... selamat hari raya suma!!

cemana raya kali ni? lebih bermakna? atau lebih buang duit? haha. that's the fact man. asal raya ja konfem kuar duit banyak punya. suma mo tukar baru. akhirnya bapak kita jugak yang garu kepala. hoho.(sori daddy).

aku rasa thun ni banyak sikit open house aku serbu, amboi2, sejak pegang kunci keta kan. hehehe. last week memang last, kompem ni, last punya, aku ndak larat suda. seblum bukak sem, kena kurang kan berat badan aku. haha naik gila berat aku. aku rasa penimbang pun balik2 muntah ashik2 aku naik penimbang, jarum nda la pandai turun2. abis baju aku suma x muat. huhuh. thun ni aku xbuat open hse, jadi kalo ada yg singgah ruma, aku hidang sirap sejuk jak la keh..hihi.

apapun, raya ada sebulan, jom kita manfaatkan dengan merapatkan lagi silaturrahim antara kita semua umat islam :)

selamat hari raya suma * dari adik beradik yg nda siuman*

memory lane

2011-08-25T15:38:00.000-07:00

if i had to pick one word,

I'll be speechless.

if i had to describe in a whole sentence,

I'll be lost in words.

Memories were just great, when you have someone to share with.

through all those hardship that has been shaking off our friendship,

forgiveness seems to be the right way to fix it.

and yes.

it did completes the broken puzzle,

reunited the cracking bonds we had before.

and I'm just so happy for us.

alone

2011-08-21T07:16:00.000-07:00

i'm just worried to be left alone.

it hurts me inside,

and it tears me apart.

kk craze.

2011-08-20T09:16:00.000-07:00

its 20 ramadhan already and everyone are sooo busy preparing for hari raya. and kk is so so so busy with cars!! jamm in every corner of the streets. suda la kk tu kecik kan.. naik basikal la aku kalo begini nih... my sis was so insisted to look for her desire shoes that she dragged me all over kk to look for that one particular shoe; or to be exact, pumps that is soo limited edition and we have to look for every shoe shops in kk.

gambal hiasan

kena kena lagi jamm, adui, disaster. and kk were so packed with people! yala, shopping last minute kan. dari semua pelusuk daerah turun, not to mention from brunei and labuan pun turun skali pi kk yang maha kecik nih. and one problem for me for times like this is parking. i hate looking for parking. they just annoys me. u can waste 10 ringgit for parking without buying anything from the store.

aku rasa shopping ni bukan kegemaran aku. window shopping okay, but not shopping. i can walk all day without buying. is that normal? well, i did buy something tadi, since i've been wanting my day to be worth. so i treat myself a skirt. long one.. and its cheap, so, why not? maybe because i always restrain my self from buying and terbiasa... tapi kalo mo cakap banyak saving dalam bank, ndak jugak.....aku punya saving la paling skit... (emo)

sometimes i hate going to shopping mall macam 1 borneo tu... kedai2 macam espirit, roxy ka apa kebenda yang mahal2. bila masuk suma orang tengok, and barang2 pun gantung satu-satu, (ndak mcm kedai2 murahan, main sumbat ja gantung satu kali pastu kedai nampak sangat pack!) ko pun macam ''mo tengok ka nda ah baju tu''.... pegang pun serba salah..sebab ko pegang jak, salesgirl trus target ko mo beli nih. even dia cakap "ada diskaun tu miss", and you like " ahhh..yaka.." then belek2 harga, tebeliak bijik mata nampak baju harga 200 lebih, nasik ayam CP rm2.70 brapa banyak la ko bole makan. kek sikret resipi pun bole beli berkilo-kilo. sometimes,it doesn't make sense at all. tengok blakang baju, MADE IN CHINA.... maunya kuar muka rage aku....

shopping dekat kedai dyna jugak la the best. oh ya, and megalong. they offer affordable price for penduduk miskin tegar macam aku ni.
at some point, you just have to figure out what's the best investment you have to make. sacrificing your economic status due to achieving higher level in society does not bring any good to yourself in fact, you'll suffer for nothing. so like my mother always told

"ko pakai apapun, bukan orang bagi markah jugak...."

haha, i am sooo agree! anyway, i have fun today....walaupun penat.
so, shop smart people! :) peace yaww~~

im talking crap.

2011-08-19T07:33:00.000-07:00

actually, i cant control of my excitement watching over hot guys in movies. i know, i wasn't suppose to, but i drag myself too far.. hehe.

so there i am sitting in front of my laptop, trying to figure out what am i suppose to do, when suddenly im in a mood for movies!. well i dont really have collections of great movies, so i
try Youtube. i cannot guarantee you youtube will provide you excellent movies, cuz it seems to me that it rarely shown on tv, and there's no rate.

luckily for me, i came across one movie called 'The Nanny Diaries' starring Scarlet Johansson, and there's Chris Evans too. frankly, i watch the movies because of scarlet johansson! ha ha. well not entirely until i saw Chris Evans.. yes... chris was the super hot hunky that melts my heart away.........haahh.....

hugh jackman who?? chris is now totally on the top of my new sexiest man alive list! well, if don't know him, maybe you'll recall actor who played as captain america. lemme refresh your memories eigh...

i haven't watch captain america yet, because basically i don't really like spending my time sitting in a large dark room where i can't act like crazy when hot guy like this appear in screen. its torturing, you know!.

look at those biceps.... oh man.... really?? mau search gambar dalam internet pun susa mo pilih, sebab banyak shirtless. so this is the most decent-high definition pics i can get.

urgh! i am so in love with him right now!!

ps-- no worries future husband, i wont torture you to be like this, but if you happen to have such body, i'll be happy to be your wife.....hohohohohohoh.

It's sunday!

2011-08-14T06:37:00.000-07:00

sunday.. sunday.. sunday.. hari untuk berehat. since its fasting month, well, activities have been reduced due to the sleepy mode i'm having all day. yes, sunday is the day where i malas-malas. hehe.

Later in the evening, i have dates with my ceweks and break-fast outside. this time, its McDonald's since i have been craving for fries and double cheese burger (calories all around bebeh). so many things to catch up since our last meeting, crack some laughs and enjoy our sungkai. i wanna post the photo but i am sooo tired driving around and laughing, maybe i'll do it later.

anyway, its a fun day!

peace yaw~~

see how mean i can be.....MUAAHHAA

2011-08-12T16:01:00.000-07:00

so i give a shot on my level of sarcasm and probably release some inner evil.... hahahaha. mari kita lihat bagaimana prestasi sy! :D

Objective ---> Are you mean and sarcastic? Have you ever answered people ‘meanly’ and sarcastically? If yes, show us how mean and sarcastic you are! If no, then you should try at least once in your life with this note.
Rule ---> Respond to these as sarcastic/mean as you could.
(YR stands for Your Response.)

If an annoying person says :
1) I am cute.
YR : aww, you remind me of my neighbor. they used to say that to their pigs... (senyum ndak iklas)
2) I am the most beautiful/handsome person.
YR : you broke your mirrors again?

3) See, everyone likes me because I am rich and famous!
YR : is that some kind of food?

4) Unlike you, I am perfectly multi-skilled. I do everything very well from sports to academic thingy.
YR : really? i cant wait to see you jump off that bridge into that pool of sharks. would be such great sport entertainment! :D

5) You don’t know me? I am a Bruneian artist, I have albums.
YR : you know what, maybe you should stop taking those mental pills.....

If an annoying hot woman/man says :
1) I know you like me.
YR : *slap him on his face* sorry.... there's a fly, what were you saying?

2) What are you looking at? I am not interested in you!
YR : you breed flies in that huge moles??! woww

3) Sorry, you are nice but seriously not my type!
YR : yeah, i feel the same way except that you're too hideous for me...

4) UNLESS you are rich, then don’t dream that I will get a ride with you!
YR : well, you don't fit my Ferrari too, i understand what you mean.

5) Look, I am pretty/handsome, I can make people hate you!
YR : well, i don't have to make people hate you. they already did. *senyuman sinis*

If an annoying-extremely ugly woman/man says:
1) I think you and I can make a good couple.
YR : really? well, i do really need a punch bag to practice my muay thai...

2) May I have your cell phone no? please please please?
YR : here's the plastic surgeon number. make sure you make a call.

3) Hi, wanna hang out? I want you to be with me the whole night.
YR : sure, just make sure you're paying everything and sit 10 miles away from me.

4) What do you like about me?
YR : what to like?

5) I want you to say that I am pretty/handsome and you like me sooooo much!
YR : i love this lying game! i win everytime!! yeayy

If your enemy says:
1) Hi bitch!
YR : where?? where's your mom? i wanna say hi too!

2) You smell like shit!
YR : the one you step on right now?

3) What an ugly creature you are!
YR : im tired of wearing these mask of yours..

4) I am going to kick your ass in this race for sure!
YR : you can reach my ass with that short leg?? ..

If your annoying ex says :
1) I still love you.
YR : i still hate you too..

2) I know you still love me!
YR : don't expect me to pay these bills for you...

3) Please, come back to me honey/hubby.
YR : awww.. you didn't get your paycheck this month?

4) Please call me.
YR : i don't have phone coverage for LOSERS.

5) The break up hurt me so much.
YR : maybe because of those sluts that you have been keeping.

If an annoying salesperson says :
1) Wow! You are so pretty/handsome!
YR : thanks for being honest, but i can't do the same to you..

2) Seriously, I used this product and I’ve changed!
YR : what changes? i cant see any..

3) We are giving a discount up to 50%!
YR : really? i thought you giving it for free.

4) This one is good sir/madam. Buy sir/madam, buy pleaseeee.
YR : *look for the product, ask for brand new, try some, try another box, then leave just like that without buying..*

tadaa. susa tau mo jadi mean, kena buat mcm natural. haha
so how do i perform? ngam ndak aku jadi meanie? hahaha.. leave me comments!!

upcoming project

2011-08-09T07:02:00.000-07:00

since syawal is nearly around the corner, ha ha, i have decided to work on a project of a lifetime... woww... I'll post the updates soon... I don't want to ruin the surprise. hik hik hik..

supir of the day

2011-08-05T08:47:00.000-07:00

aku rasa hari ni aku menghabiskan separuh masa aku dalam kreta. ulang alik amik orang, bole jadi supir of the year aku nih!. haha. malangnya tiada anugrah di peruntukkan untuk kerjaya tu, jadi, nda apalah. redha..

kalo mau diceritakan perjalanan supir nih, aku rasa sampai tahun 2013 pun nda abis nih. jadi di ringkaskan, 3 kali trip ulang alik dari rumah amik orang, pastu balik ruma. huh. penat gilak. telampau pokus jalan, pening kepala.. belum ditambah lagi dengan haus.. panas lagi cuaca hari ni, bole buat iklan sunblock suda, adui... dugaan kecil...

sekali skala aku menjerit dalam keta, terkejut adik aku.... jadi nda siuman aku oleh jamm di tengahari....suda sampai ruma lagi lah nda siuman... nasib la kan kereta auto. haha. nda larat eh manual.

bah, itu sejalah. panat aku. lol

mo kreta automatik abis, set ja tempat, jalan sendiri nda paya drive...

peace!

kisah disebalik 3 ramadhan

2011-08-03T08:42:00.000-07:00

happy ramadhan to all muslim fellow!! da mula puasa. ada eksaited ndak?? hehe. aku eksaited jugak. :)) . huh, baru 3 hari puasa, lagu raya cepat jak berkumandang d kedai-kedai runsit. ambui bapak-bapak sekalian, ndak sabar mau raya suda..haha...

hari ni aku ada agak lapar sedikit. hahaha. mungkin sahur tadi pagi nda cukup... hoho. dan menjelang tengahari aku mula lapar....

aku ada 1 habit ni....kalo aku lapar jak, aku mesti berpeluh-peluh sejuk, begegar badan, tapi yang paling sandi tu yang berpeluh tu....memang nda kan berenti selagi aku nda makan. jadi apa aku buat tadi?? aku tidur.. ya... aku tau tu makruh, tapi tu jak la jalan supaya aku nda berpeluh satu besen.

dalam beberapa jam gitu, macam sia-sia ba kan kerja tidur nih... *memang pun sia-sia.haha* jadi aku bepikir la apa mau buat. awal lagi nih. mo masak untuk sungkai pun awal lagi... jadi apa lagi, aku punya idea datang, bila aku nampak mascara aku ampai-ampai mcm si budu di atas tilam.

memandangkan mascara tu pun aku nda pakai, laaaama suda beli, tapi nda pakai sebab kalau aku pakai, macam panda aku... yang comel la, of course. hehehe

maka terhasil la satu masterpiece yang jarang-jarang di buat ole aku..... lama betul ba suda aku ndak sentuh-sentuh cat dan segala-gala berkaitan melukis ni.... mo cakap retire, ndak juga. cuma teda inspirasi kali. hehe. nda sangka masih ada sisa-sisa bakat sejak kluar dr skola ni...

thanks to my sleepy mode, a piece of paper and old mascara, art was born again :)

tadaaaa

in case you guys wanna know what i have been using to create ugly mess on the paper. yes, its silkygirl mascara number 2, dark brown.

thats all folks. happy fasting everyone!
peace yaw~~

TIGER!

2011-07-30T08:23:00.000-07:00

skarang hangat betul ceta sal bola sepak malaysia. wall facebook aku pun full nih oleh status-status peminat pasukan harimau malaya bila ada seja perlawanan. kadang-kadang agak annoying la jugak, tapi kadang-kadang tu bagus jugak untuk orang yg nda tingu bola cam aku ni hehehehe. yala, aku suka tau dia punya result ja. malas da aku tengok game. hehe. weih, bukan aku nda prihatin sama bola sepak tempatan, aku pun penyokong jugak bah! tapi nda la hardcore. sokong gitu jak ba. apa mo hardcore2 ni, nda macho. dui..haha..

bagus jugak la prestasi harimau malaya skarang. smakin mendapat sokongan orang-orang kita sendiri. kalau dulu aku ingat lagi, hambar gilak bola sepak malaysia. mungkin dalam 3-4 tahun lalu, mana la orang peduli btul football malaysia nih. sekarang tengok lah. durang pun aku tengok semangat pun makin membara gitu hahaha. suda mula kukuhkan kedudukan durg, usaha pun nampak, kan? ta ni'ah harimau malaya! hahaha!

papun, dalam banyak2 iklan nike, iklan ni jugak lah paling aku minat. hahaha. terasa seperti mo beli kasut nike jugak ni kono,tapi apa juga point aku mo beli mahal2 kasut simpan di ruma buat perhiasan? pointless nis... membazir jak.... jadi, tatap seja la iklan, kan lg free!!! weee!!

ads ni jugak la aku rasa paling smat gilak..! (biceps makes me go nuts)

apapun, let us malaysian keep supporting our harimau malaya!!! mengaum sekuat hati!! rrooowwwrr! *lebi garau daripada besak.*


Malaysia Boleh!

haha semangat patriotik membara!

peace yaw!

"sunset itu cantek"

2011-07-24T09:10:00.000-07:00

picture courtesy : deviantart.net

saya tidak la mahu mengklasifikasikan diri saya ini sebagai seorang traveller yang tegar karena belum banyak lagi tempat yang belum saya kongker. (broken skema yauw~) tapi sy rasa sy mmg seorang traveller, sebab sy slalu travel la ba kan? haha.

hujung-hujung minggu kadang-kadang dihabiskan dengan berjalan. ya, sy mmg suka berjalan. tapi, sy suka juga duduk rumah. so, ikut mood la. tapi bukan itu yang sy mau cakap sini nih. sebab sy suda menyimpang. sy tau. sila tampar sy.... *pakk!*.... tengkiu. kembali ke pangkal jalan.....

aku suka travel!sangat suka! aku penah ni angan-angan mo jadi travel host. specially yang makan-makan la sbb aku suka makan! he he. yang halal la ba kan. kan. kalau aku banyak duit, mesti aku round satu dunia ni, nda pun buat rancangan travel sendiri. tapi yala. kalau banyak duit. ha ha. biasala. aku ni golongan miskin, mana mampu melancong yang mewah-mewah punya. backpackers ja. best apa! adventure!! yeay!

travel banyak buka mata aku dengan benda yang aku slalu anggap remeh. macam, becemana hebatnya air terjun aku mandi tadi!!! wohooo!!!!! *PAK!!* adui. yala...yalaa....
walaupun aku ni bukan la segagah yang aku sangka, (sedangkan pacat pun bole kasi pucat aku, tapi sia tidak peduli itu! ha ha.) tapi travelling sebenarnya bagi aku ketenangan di tengah-tengah kesibukan kota kinabalu. aiseh. kadang-kadang kita kena jugak amik masa sikit, untuk kita tenangkan hati, mata, hidung, hirup udara segar, lari dari line digi.... ha ha ha! (walaupun sebenarnya teda kredit) and just indulge the moment while it last. more like rejuvenate yourself!

nature has a lot to offer to us. Tuhan itu Maha Agung dia ciptakan dunia ni dengan penuh indah. kita cuma perlu mencari dan amati. memerhati dengan mata, hayati dengan hati, rasa dalam jiwa, itu salah satu petua aku untuk tenang. lagi tenang? berendam la dalam air! weee!!~~ he he. i like beaches, but im scared of the ocean, sebab aku nda pandai berenang. he he. mungkin sebab aku mo tunggu abang-abang life guard buff buff badan semart-hot-gila kasi selamat aku, baru dramatik skit. hik hik hik. getek ko ni nis!.

apapun! tajuk memang lari dari isi! haha. paham-paham la double meaning. ngee ;D

peace yaww!~

the man issue

2011-07-20T08:40:00.000-07:00

it is normal for every lady, girls, woman to experience the 'man' issue. aku pun sama jugak la, man issue nda pernah miss dari hidup. tapi nda la jugak kan hari-hari. agak-agak la....

but i think i have this man issues since i was in primary school. pelik??? tapi benar itu.. maybe because i don't have brother ( wei, adik laki aku nda kira. masih kecik okayy~~ apa dia tau ooo) i mean like big brothaaa~ i think i need a brother to help me deal with these men in my head. haha. i always have crushes. nahh, there goes my little secret!! tau la suda kamu. haha. there's not a day that i don't have crushes. pelik? ya, saya mmg pelik. people always misunderstand me because of my weird action and words. apa bule buat, people don't always see the world like you did, am i right??!

maybe because i am lack of good man around me (not that im saying that i dont have male friends, just the quality of a good man is the main point here! :P) except my dad, that i feel awkward whenever around male species. and sometimes shy... but sometime there are certain man (which the name cannot be mention) misunderstood the message i was trying to deliver. and i have this habit, that i always keep a good manners in front of man. not that i am trying to flirt (okay sometimes maybe), but afraid of their thoughts of me on how do i look, how do i work, maybe that is why he thought i was having a crush on him.

sometimes i do wonder why i keep on crushing with man, is it because that i don't have a brother (so that i know how men works) or is it because i really like him? i like the idea of having someone to tell you what men should i go near, or which one i should avoid, having someone who is so protective in the same time knows how i work and treat me the way a brother should do. i sound like i need a dad, haha but its not like that. daddy is waaaayyy more bigger and special from brother. brother is someone you can play with and slightly nasty.. hahaha. you know what am i talking about yaww~

so to someone out there, (which cannot be mention....again...) dont take me wrong. i ain't lovin you bebeh. its just the way i rooll... okay? im not there to flirt with you mann...chill! :P

peace yaw~

across the south china sea.

2011-07-06T23:52:00.000-07:00

long days without blogging, haha i miss blogger so much! sorry for the excuses of not updating the post. yah, saya memang pemalas sikit. hehehe. (sikit??) so this is going to be a loooooong post, good luck catching up. muahahaha~ ~

so, dipendekkan cerita yang panjang berjela., last June i went a trip to Kuala Lumpur to meet my BEST FREN FOREVER AND EVER AND FOR LIFE (BFFAEAFL)hahahaha. her sister was getting married, and i was invited. it does sounds weird kan? i came all the way from sabah to along's wedding. hahaha. kan? to me, it was a super crazy decision. first time wei travel sorang-sorang. hehe. anyway, i make it through! lucky me! ;)

so less talk, let see some pics!!!

high up in the sky by AirAsia :)

it was a cloudy day, and the flight was a bit shakey than usual. anyway, it was great.

aku sampai ja aisyah bawa aku gi Pullman, Putrajaya.

i like the view actually, only feel awkward when pictures taken by si Kebab ko tu syah...hoho~ (and got some headache after the flight....)

driver of the day... ya, gambar mmg sengaja di blur kan supaya menyukarkan pengecaman. muahaha.

after pullman, we head to alamanda (forgot to take pics) to meet with aisya's sis and have some dinner. walk2 sekejap, then head back to UNITEN.
the next mornin, (friday) we head to Midvalley with along to wander2 around (teda pic sori, im not a photographer.hihi ) and had to go back to Uniten by noon sbb aisya ada test. saya balik naik train. (penegasan) first time bebeh. try to look cool for first timer. hak hak hak

try to hide our greasy faacee! thengkiu nikon for the nice shot!

kemudian selepas aisyah abis test, we head to shah alam!! wee! we were picked up by the next-top-bakal-raja-sehari aka abang esah and head to ruma aisya...

alaa... syg, lupa pla aku amik gmbr ngn mum n dad aisya. oh well, like i said, im not a photographer...kikiki~~ so don't complaint!!!

this is at 'HOTEL DE ART' not far from aisyah's home. see the bed where i slept, coool yaaww. favret kaler nih!. menjadi sakai selama beberapa jam dengan kesantikan wallpaper n amazing deco inside. i will post some updates to my new blog, cekedaut later! :)

sakai taim~~~ hehehe.

so, the next morning, bangun awal sikit to go to dewan MSU, like checking up what's going on.. kinda like rehearsal tapi aku ni ikut2 ja. haha.

breakfast at Hailam Kopitiam --i like the teh tarik, so kaw2 !!--

waiting to be picked up. begambar lah duluk~~

so this is where i slept last night. small hotel, but pretty cool deco! lupa aku mo amik gmbr lobby.....hu hu

after dewan MSU, next stop, taking train to SUBANG AVENUE. next to subang parade. main rulahh kustah kunu.

wajah sebelum jatuh kedebuk eksiden dgn tiang. ya... ya... ktawa...ktawa....ktawa puas2.

nda paya aku tunjuk muka tgh skate. hodoh suma.

this is at sunway pyramid, after subang avenue, we went here to susik2 matak n suping. then, home. haha.
the night before wedding, everyone is busy preparing things, aisya preparing her video, and me, entertaining myself and tolong kurik2 kerupuk masuk dlm bekas. sa tau, sa bukan pekerja-of-the-month.... ndak pa, sa cuba jadi next year. muaha.

okay, the wedding!!! its sunday 26th june, located at MSU hall, noon.
i met my frens that aisya invite during the wed, so since aisya sibuk wandering around, i entertained them with my lame stories and gossips!! ha ha

from right : kalashini, aku yang gemuk, aslam, pijan. and there's one more pullah, but not in pics.


howt ladies : we're available! hahahaha.

siok sendiri di dressing room. hahaha.

wanna marry me?

the wedding : was great and pretty, most important, simple. simple is good! and along look extra-extra pretty. if you wanna check out along's look, feel free to click aisyah's blog for more. after wedding, xdpt balik uniten bcos its late oredi, we went to along's house at putrajaya, and the next morning, head back uniten. aku rasa lucu, sbb aku tidur banyak tempat. ha ha ha.

next day,monday, were the day i go back to sabah, so after test that morning, aisyah took me to Masjid India, i think...lupa aku. and shop, shop, shop. that evening rush and head to KLIA as my flight is at 7pm and need to be there by 6. too bad, i didn't have pics for the departure, the only pics i have is when im inside the gate. huuu. xpa, you don't have to see me holding my tears, hodoh beno...

so, i figured out *few months ago when decided to buy the tickets*, after the rush, sweat and tiredness, not to forget wonderful moments i had along my trip, i decided to wrap it up with a nice, simple, sunset-looking and comfortable flight with Firefly
my first time in firefly, and i was glad it does not disappoint me.
SO, a warm goodbye from KLIA as the sun sets down, last view of Kuala Lumpur from above, and i head my way back home.

thank you firefly airlines :)

-xoxo-

me! :)

.......las.......

2011-06-29T06:52:00.000-07:00

malas aku mo update blog skrg. penat aku ni, suda la injured (tempat lain tapi mengada juga malas mo update) dan banyak mo difikirin,... gue enggak tau apa harus difikirin. ya... aku merepek lagi.....bla bla bla..

saya anak dedi :)

2011-06-20T06:21:00.000-07:00

banyak urg ckp, muka aku ni muka potostet punya dr daddy, mungkin sbb aku sulung ba kali kan..tapi nda pa, aku bangga ba muka macam dedi.. comel, hekhekhekhek .malunyeeee. btw, dua2 mami dedi aku sayang, tp aku lebi rapat sm dedi sbb, entahla.... anak perempuan kali. kalo adik laki aku rapat sm mami aku, jadi aku rasa normal la...kan? haha. dr aku kecik, mcm2 dedi buat sm aku yang keras kepala lagi pelik nih. dalam adik bradik, aku rs aku la paling weirdo skali sbb slalu berperangai lain2. bipolar mungkin? bayangan mu seja tu nis.. ko mmg pelik, terima la hakikat..

so apa kata, kita kenal2 skit sal dedi sy ni.....jum?
1. my daddy is an english and music teacher. but currently teaching science in primary school. ( now you see where i get my music blood from??)

2. kalo kawan2 aku yang bekas plajar bapa aku suma tau yg bapa aku ni jenis suka-buat-lawak-muka-serius dlm klas. plus slalu menghiburkan kanak2 ribena dengan alat2 muzik dlm kelas. so dats why xskulmet aku lebih slesa dgn bpk aku

3. malangnya bagi kwn2 aku yang xmengenali bpa aku, kalo dtg ja ruma (specially laki) kompem seram punya ngn daddy aku sbb daddy buat muka serius gila mcm mo telan org . hahahaha. kasian kwn2 sa.

4. dulu2 ms aku tahun 1 aku takut betul mo masuk skola, menangis2 kunu takut sm cigu david yg bagi aku yg mc kecil lagi naif, muka dia sangatlah creepy,. kalo daddy lain kan, pukul pakai rotan, cubit, dan grounded mungkin, daddy aku lain, dia bawa aku pi kuburan cina, pastu ugut kasi tinggal aku sana...huhuhu (aku penakut okeh!) wehh!, kuburan cina lagi menyeramkan dari rotan tau!! *trus aku tebayang ni hantu cina lumpat2*

5. dulu daddy salu drive pi mana2 aku mau. tp skrg kurang sda. heheheehe.

6. daddy sanggup datang all the way to penang, semata2 mo amik aku yang mo balik sbb homesick, and last2 i reject my offer in penang. i know, i know, anak bapak, xthn duk jauh....wuwuwuw

7. i think my daddy look a bit like tan sri p.ramlee, dats why i love p.ramlee so much. !!!!

8. daddy knows all my weaknesses.... danggg~

9. daddy and i both love the sea and we have the same 'impossible dream!'

10. daddy is actually a chinese mix with philipines tapi dulu tinggal dkt pulau, salu mandi pulau, ilang la muka cina, timbul la muka suluk. but from everyone's first impression, daddy kena ckap org semenanjung ( ajer ckap because he drives keta num plat semnanjg...duuhhhh ajer,.....)

11. daddy can speak different slang of bajau, while i can just listen and blank sorang2.....kakakakakaa.

so dats all i can say about my daddy. he always inspire me to be a better person, and guide me with everything he knows. happy fathers day everyone. :)

my sis, daddy and si weirdo.....

si tanglung ijau??

2011-06-13T07:31:00.000-07:00

ni lagi ceta superhero komik menjadi manusia.

aku mo tinguk la ceta ni, ada ryan reynolds yang encem ~~dan hot~~.......kekekekekekeke.

jom serang panggung! weeee~~~ !!! XD

im HOT

2011-06-02T07:07:00.000-07:00

well if you think straightly and nodded that i am hot (ngaku jak bahh..hohoho )... well thank you! haha

wat ai min hot is, i am demam. huhuhuhu. ni semua mesti pasal lari2 dalam hujan tadi (larian gembira??)

atau..

mungkin aku patut lari cam ginih? --->>

mungkin lg cool....

jd nda la aku demam.

HUHUHUHUHU~

the silence

2011-05-30T08:50:00.000-07:00

sometimes you happen to meet some people, maybe a stranger to you long ago, but now you have built a relationships together, and that someone is the person that you care the most, or close to your heart.

and then one day faith have decided that you two have to choose your own path, and rarely meet each other ever since. but you would never forget how you felt on them, how you intentionally care of what have happen to them since you're departed from each other.

so close, distance was never a problem, but yet, so far from your heart. you rarely speak, not even a single text on the phone. not even a 'hi', or maybe some greetings on a sunny day. just silence. nothing. not even a wish on your most important day; your birthday. how would that makes you feel, if you're in that situation, and that someone you consider as your best friend?

know where to look for.

2011-05-26T22:42:00.000-07:00

friends are human too, and i cannot just push aside the fact that they tend to forget. well in this particular case, probably forgetting me.

back in schools ~~(which i have 2 different schools I've been through)~~, i watch and i involve in such different friendship. you can really tell which friends you make for life, and which doesn't even qualify to be your friends. it is friends that influence your behavior, and by looking back to my past school years, i now realize something that i didn't see back at those years. hardly to tell what is it, but deeply felt by me.

when you have been together with the same group of people for like.......5 years or more, you can tell every details of them. its like one big family.yep, its high school :)

my high school history are nothing but adventure and extraordinary! I'm happy to know that my high school friends are still taking care over each other, supporting one another. maybe its because we have been together for like a loooong time, and we have been taught on how to behave with our surroundings, how to treat our friends nicely and how to compete healthy. aww, i miss high school. they were the greatest memory of all.

but then, you step out to reality, out of the school, out of everything you have been live for the past 5 years. now, into the real world. for sure you make friends with these out-of-school people, but it feels like something is missing in you. i don't know if anybody else feels the same way i do, but that's how i feel.

friends who accept you for who you are.

in high school, you have friends who support you, who took care of you, pampered you when you in bad situation, who help you not just on academic matters but also throughout your challenging teenage year. and that is what i called true friends. you give and take.

out in to reality world? i don't like it. in fact, i hate half of it....well you cannot just hate everything, just half of them are....bad....like worse experience, and half of it...hmm okay la..so, i hate half of my reality world experience so far.

but when university life, in common, are sucks, you always knew where to look for a support. yes... its your high school best-friends. they could give you the best-est advice and good place for you to talk about your secret crush....hahaha. i know i have good friends with me. and i am very grateful that i have them. im not going to be biased, so i love them all. they are my secret ingredient to a happy, enjoyable life. well, its not a secret anymore, i think...:P

picture courtesy : google

have a nice day peeps! :)

peace yaw~

im panicc!!!

2011-05-24T07:27:00.000-07:00

panic at the disco - the ballad of monalisa

brendon are sooo haawwtt! rawr! ailebiu~~~ nggee

missing you...

2011-05-20T08:31:00.000-07:00

it has been 1 month and 16 days since my precious cat, MIKY gone. still, i miss having him around, making my day when everything around me seems to be.........unorganized?.. ever since, whenever i saw stray cats, although they look more like dirtier than my Miky, there's a feeling of 'go-get-that-cat-and-bring-back-home' thingy..still, daddy can't stand on having domestic cats around. they poop like 3 times a day compare to the persian cats. (haha, too detail!) soo..the conclusion is, not to have domestic cats in house...

my Miky personally was like a son to me. bath, eat, health mostly taken care by me but entirely funded by dad. haha. he was very.....unfriendly when he first entered the house, and actually ran away for 1 night. maybe because he have nowhere else to look for food then he came back home. haha. aww, i miss miky so much. i miss how he sat on my table and walk across the laptop while i was surfing the net. annoying, yet cute. haha. i miss how he loved to pretend listening to my terrible piano piece, sat by the window overlooking the happily birds outside (probably wishing to get one), how he climb up our laps seeking for attention, how he sleep with like thousands of style........i miss miky. nothing could ever replace our memory together. i will always remember him in my heart....


miky :)

love you miky......

down under

2011-05-16T08:59:00.000-07:00

i am feelin low because i have gain weight and i hate myself. thats ol.

k-pop malaysia???

2011-05-02T09:11:00.000-07:00

helo eberibadi and tengkiu kerana meng'klik' link aku lalu membaca post ini. hehe. cuti telah bermula,aku banyak free dan kenapa tiba2 skema?? hehehehe okeh2. back on track.

have you guys recently tedengar khabar2 atau melihat sendiri satu kumpulan durg cakap Kpop Malaysia?? aku baru dengar ni beberapa hari yang lalu, konon2 ada kumpulan Kpop Malaysia baru ditubuhkan (kali). and i was like..."whaa??" hahaha. org malaysia tau. bukan org korea mai dtg buat group. so here's a little sneak peak utk korg yg blum dpt info. (source dr pacik gugel)

antara members group

24:7 members (memperkenalkan dgn muka nda iklas)

amacam?? hahahaha. ni group lelaki. nama grup durg 24:7. macam posing gay suda aku tengok ni, nda mampu suda saya menahan air mata. pompuan pun ada tauu sepa blang teda. sila skrol kebwah okeh :)

kumpulan gulagula =.='

haaa cik abang, jan tenung lama2, bahaya tuh. hahaha. ni plak nama kumpulan dia gulagula. (hish) dorg cakap la yang gulagula ni ala2 wonder girls malaysia. hakhakhakhakhak. geli ketiak aku dgr. tgok pun geli. tgok la tu pakai skirt pendek2 mcm org2 korea suma tuh. apa mau jadi woo.

bukan dkt malaysia seja. dkt luar ngara pun banyak kena tunjuk kumpulan2 tripping kpop nih. kalo nda caya, cuba cari d youtube,pasti utube nda mnghampakan kmu. haha.
ish ish ish. perasan atau nda, kita ambil dlm skup yg lebih kecil la, contoh dalam negara. jalan pg mana2 pun semua mau jadi ala-ala korea. yang paling bikin gelik la kalo tym posing dpn kamera ( sori guys, kenyataan, FACE IT!!) apa mo jadi dengan ciri2 kemalaysiaan kita? mana pergi smgt patriotik?

aku lum dgr lagu kumpulan2 ala2 kpop ni buat lagu.buat ms skrg, yang femes, wajah, ngn stail durg ja yg ala2 kpop. heish. aku tau la, aku pun minat jgk la kpop ni tapi, eyyy agak2 la! sampai bila minda kita mo kena jajah korea, korea, makan ikut korea, menari, becakap, smpai tradisi sendiri kita mau tolak tepi?? wake up guys. bangga la dgn identiti malaysia sendiri. kalau bukan kita, siapa lagi mau perjuangkan malaysia??? pilak??om tukang angkat gas?? pelipin yg kamu hina2 tu??

peace yaw~

a thank you note to wonderful friend :)

2011-04-25T17:16:00.000-07:00

mark this on your calender! 24 APRIL --- know what that is? its my birthday!! hahaha. last sunday (24/04/2011) was my birthday and exactly 12am that night i received my most exciting birthday wishes from friends. so to reply those wishes, here are something to those who wishes me birthday that day :).... *read!*

only once in a year you get the chance to celebrate the date where you get to breath for the first time, to see world differently, and that is on your birthday!! I am grateful enough to God for giving me another chance to walk on this land and to feel everything through my complete senses. (intro ba dulu....hihi)

so by this chance that i have (since there are tons of books waiting for me T_T ) i would like to THANK to all my friends that have wished for my birthday today, willing to give your effort to write on my 'dinding' just to wish me birthday. hahaha. i know some do remember, and some are just 'ternampak-event' and then remember or some just wish because of the event. haha. that's okay. we all busy with life, and we're just being human; that tends to forget. :P

no matter what your intention, i would like to THANK YOU for being a good friend. its good to know that there are some people that always remember you, and keep you in their heart (and head!) ;P

so THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart for all the wishes. THANK YOU for making me feel good throughout the day. this is the only thing i could do to pay back the effort from you guys. (sorry tidak dpt spen kek, tggu sa kaya la keh! hehehe)

wishing all the best for those who's having examss (like me huhuhu)

aaaannnd lebiu oll!! <3 <3

-hanis-

"It isn’t what you have in your pocket that makes me thankful, but what you have in your heart ;)"

*copy from my facebook notes.*

Thanks again to all who had wishes me that day. i still got wishes even though its already 25th. I really appreciate it guys.... thanks a lot. pray me for my exams.

love you guys!! ;)

i'll be back

2011-04-18T06:28:00.000-07:00

baiklah saya mau terus stret to the point memandangkan tidak boleh lama2 pikir apa mau post. exam week is around the corner. 1 more week so i am trying hard to focus. no FB (insyallah...hehehe) within these two weeks. buka internet untuk check tips dr lecturer seja. (wah..ko buat oath ceremony ka tu nis..). mama cakap kena maintain pointer (sudala aku ni pemalas dan segala-gala) jadi kena usaha skit la. menjadi pencinta setia kepada nota-nota dan soalan last exam, tidur dengan nota, makan dengan nota, bak kata pepatah, anything for you. (wah, teteda) so, apapun, don't worry kalo rindu saya sila telefon di talian 1-300-88-2525 dan order hawaian pizza untuk hantar ke rumah saya. muakakakakaka. namun begitu kalo kol pun gerenti di angkat kecuali saya pegi menyambut seruan alam... (tandas daaa..)
gudlak kepada diri sendiri, doakan saya dapat menjawab dan menghantam esei dengan jayanya.
sekian.

peace yaw!

bak ian somerhalder

2011-04-14T08:41:00.000-07:00

dalam banyak-banyak post, post ni la paling mengarut skali dan bakal menimbulkan kontroversi. hahahaha. well u know they said curiosity kills a man (or cat???) this time, kill my time olso ( in terms of writing the post ) kekekeke.

awww ian somerhalder tuuu!!! encchheemmmm!! encem kan? kan? kan?? aww, birue mate. uuu like!like!

hahaha. point nya, bukan itu aku mo ckap. aku mo ceta pasal lelaki nih. lelaki single... jeng jeng jeng. terasa? tidak? mungkin?

aku kenal sorg laki nih, ensem.. cukup pakej. cukup tinggi, cukup wajah, financial pun cukup-cukup la jugak. ( aku rasa lah ), IQ pun agak normal kali. alhamdulillah semua nya okeh2 belaka. sampai aku pon tertarik! hahaha. jangan amik, aku punya tuh! muaha. (temahak)

tapi aku mushkil jugak eh kenapa dia masi single. dengan itu aku buat la satu list (teteda kaitan punya) kenapa dia masih single antaranya ialaaah :

a) pertama, mungkin dia belum bersedia untuk buat komitmen lg?..sepa taaww

b) kedua, agak-agaknya dia sda putus asa ngan cintan-cintun ni. barangkali aweks seblum ni kasi patah gila-gila dia punya jantung hati...

c) ketiga, kaa mungkin aku seja yang nmpak dia ensem nih.? yalah yalah, lain org lain taste, okeh.!aku nmpak ensem, skati aku la.

d)keempat, tggu jodoh ???

e) kelima,barangkali dia malas nih cari awekss.

f) keenam, plg last la nih dan paaaaaling minta jauh2, mungkin ka dia gay??? arrghh!!

so, yah,aku ni memang suka membuang masa pikir benda-benda gini.. haha. bagi mana2 laki yang single tu, tiba-tiba plak terbaca post aku nih, jan la korg marah aku. hehehe aku tu cuma tertanya-tanya seja. biasala, ingin tahu yer. ingin tahu. malu ba mau tanya orgnya. haha. kang kita tnya, dia pikir kita mo ngorat dia... ~~(HAK HAK HAK cmana dia tau nih???)~~ hehehe. tapi harap2 bukan numbur enam la.... puih puih *knock2 wood* mintak jauh2!!! kalo nda, keciwakss la aku, frust tegulik-gulik. haha.

papun, just the matter of thought. korg jgn terasa ekk.

kalo nda puas ati, cuba ceta kenapa korg single, ceciter,ceciter...okeh?

hehe, peace yaw~~!

unspoken

2011-04-12T10:19:00.000-07:00

there's a time in life, where you feel so down, and everything around you seems to fall, and you can't see any hope or way out of the mess. all you can do is to sit on the corner of the room and feeling blue all day long.

or sometimes when crazy thought come across your mind when all you can think of is to cut your wrist and hoping to end all the mess that has been buzzing around your brain. such a waste.

well, i am not very good at telling others how i really feel, because at every story i tell, i tend to hide half of the truth from my listener and keep it all by myself, and which eventually making me misery. its like being an entertainer, you know, give your audience what they want to hear.

and then i learned that things that is left unspoken will actually eat you alive. get what i mean? who knew growing up can be such a hard journey. whenever you feel something that's inside you, look for the best companion to share with. companion that could give you advise and good informational feedback instead of laughing on your stories as you were telling them some kind of jokes.

as much as i want to tell the whole stories, there are some part that are too private, too difficult to tell as nowadays, people like to twist everything on what they see, what they understand. some might stereotyping you which makes you look bad. so, it is hard times.

its hard to tell what you feel, and what makes it even harder when others wont listen to every words you were saying. or sometimes neglect your feelings even though you give your whole effort to tell.

and for some possible and impossible reason i may or may not been through,

i think i would give up on love as it broke me over and over again.....

saturday datings ;)

2011-03-26T20:33:00.000-07:00

despite all the homework's demand just piling on my desk, although the weather, well lets just say sediakan payong sebelum hujan ; all cloudy and dark, the plan must go on! oups, dating ker?? ayooo bukan lah! my friend and i went to TONEBLAST, some kinda gig for local indie band around sabah. to be honest this was my first gig i've been to so, nerves laa. hahaha. logik ka? plus it was my club's event, so i just go and support. :) teda salah nyee~

haaaa... ni la member yang join nih. hehe. bediri macam tunggul kayu buat2 gaya sejuk aka cool. maklum la bediri sebla artis. hahahahaha. *bangga la lean tu* ni la ni makhluk2 yg ada motor tp mo jugak naik keta ngn aku. nasib baik kena blanja milo ais. thehehe.


cahaya d'folk performance.

i know, i know, " ko pg gig niss??" nampak selari ka dengan watak aku yg ayu-pemalu-comel-lote di khalayak ramai nih? hahaha. *perasan!* since aku nda pernah mengenali gig local ni, aku pikir, apa la salahnya aku pg tengok2 join durg. ai duk tepi jer, goyang2 kaki sket. hekhekhek. kalo lepas ja excitement, main lumpat2, nanti karang jatuh la saham aku, wei~ hehe. paling2 local band aku tau pun Kenappa band, sebab ada lean.. ehek!.;D

so memang bertambah la jugak ilmu aku sal local indie band ni. thanks to toneblast :)

anyway, memang best! although aku terpaksa mengharungi migrain selepas tu (speaker kuat sgt, begegar gegendang telinga aku 9.0 skala ritcher). kalo bapak aku dengar, kompem dia komplen. haha. pantang tu dgr speaker lain setting dari selalu.

yep, so peeps, thats all from me.

gotta go back to homework, tu dok panggil2 da tu.

peace yaw!

ps- nyesal aku nda sign besar2 dkt banner charity tu...isk.

we're just friends..

2011-03-24T23:51:00.000-07:00

adakah title itu telah menimbulkan keraguan dalam hati setiap pembaca blogger ini? ~~(kalaw ada T_T)~~.. apakah ini skendel baru si anis? aisehmen kaw ni nis. nda abis2 mo skendel. nanti nda pasal2 turun naik court, paparazi, unclerazzi, mamarazzi everywhere~~..ishk ishk. tedalah! tengok si ayam pun geleng2.

friends; dengar ayat pun ble tau suda apa makna nya. kawan kan? yala, nda la aku ni bunguk sangat sampai enda tau ba. banyak kawan aku jumpa, banyak juga karenah yang aku ble tengok. lain la kalo dgn BFFFFF tu, kawan ni lain skit. nda berapa rapat, contact pun on-off-on-off ja. kalo BFFFFF ni, sampai kaler baju dalam pun dia ble tau, hebat kan kuasa BFFFF? hahaha. macam bukan BFFFF ja. stalker, mungkin? hehe

aku cuma mau meluahkan rasa nda puas ati aku dengan hamba allah yang mungkin sering memberikan aku ketidakselesaan, bukan mo cakap benci, tapi biasala manusia, bukan ble kasi puas ati suma org kan? tapi bila suda declare 'kawan rapat' tu, why wont they act like one? i mean to support each other. neither each and everyone feel neglected. nanti karang bila ada problem, baru sibuk-sibuk cari number fon (yang tiba2 hilang konon padahal nda save langsung), tapi bila senang, tanya khabar pun teda.. bila gaduh ngan boifren baru dok begayut dengan kita, then bila da dilamun cinta semula main tinggal ja kita ni macam kulit gula-gula. seriously, aku nda benci dengan orang gitu, cuma xpuas ati la bila kita ni dilayan sebegitu rupa. everyone need attention, why don't kita balas balik kan?

ada jugak kawan yang kadang-kadang (mungkin selalu) meng emo kan diri, down gini, down itu, kita sampai berbuih2 mulut bagi nasihat, entah telinga jenis apa tu yang nda mo mendengar nasihat pastu merosakkan diri sendri, nda kah annoying perangai gitu tuh.???siap buat scene cam dalam drama/movie tempatan mahupun barat, atau boliwud ; main kikis2 pergelangan tangan la sampai luka2, terjun kat landasan ketapi cam bruno mars la.. sakit hati tengok prangai gitu tau. igt nyawa tu cam kucing? ada sembilan? kucing ada sembilan nyawa lg bersyukur dr kita yang 1 nyawa, tp nda pandai menghargai.

aku tau aku pun bukan nya perfek. tuhan tu seja yang perfek. tapi jangan la buat aku cam teda2 ba. bilang kawan, apaini~~~?? pastu selalu bagi aku harapn, itu ini, last2, tarik balik. pa neh? hah? heish...

events?

2011-03-21T07:00:00.000-07:00

today is the beginning of the week.

its monday guys...monday.

have you ever heard about monday blues?

yep... i'm feelin' it in ma brain bebeh. i guess, monday wasn't the best day for me after all. haha

so what's the event for today??...hmmm~ (hai ayam, ko ber pikir ka tidur tu??!)--tidur2 ayam--

oup, yea, this saturday our college music club ada buat gig. so anyone of you yang mau charity sambil enjoy head-banging , hahaha... feel free to check out our page ---->> Toneblast2011 click 'like' if you like it and yep, come if you don't have any plan for this saturday. bole la korg rock n roll mcm cik ayam kampong kita nih... -->>

amboi, nda igt dunia lg tuh...

and this is for area kota kinabalu. tapi kalo dari semporna sanggup datang beribu2 batu, melintas lautan samudera sekalipun, sangatlah di alu-alukan! hehe. come and support! the band that are going to be perform LIVE tau, are indie bands around sabah. well, to be honest, im not a big fans of indie bands, but i'd like to learn their music, so, insyallah i will go. plus, ada ukulele's performance from Orkes Akiuku!! suka! suka! gembira!!

i hope i will be free this saturday. :)

they already put up the banner at the centre atrium this afternoon. cant wait!!

ps - don't worry tom, sa derma ba jugakk! :D

peace yaw!

mister KOBI tercinta.

2011-03-20T03:43:00.000-07:00

it has been like forever since i saw my mr. kobi. ( previous POST about mr Kobi....kot kot curious sapa kobi )

last week pun nda juga nmpak2. kemana laa Mr. kobi nih. pegi mencari betina lain kah?? rindu aku sm si Kobi. memang dasar kalo kucing jantan ni bukan mo duduk diam, ashik2 keluar seja.

tapi, nanti kalo kobi kena culik?? bikin kari??? arghhh!!!~

kobi, balik la sini~~~

*emo*

peace yaw~

ooo...tag aku yaaa. nda pa, nda pa.

2011-03-18T01:45:00.000-07:00

1. Real name :Nur Hanis Arifah

2. Nickname(s) : anis, but people keep calling me Kim K, i don't know whyy...

3. Zodiac Sign : Taurus moo mooo~

4. Male or female : imma LADY~

5. Elementary School : just in front of my house.

6. High School: erm,..

7. College : about 5 kilometers from home.

8. Hair color : blackeyy~ (kim k kaann...)

9. Tall or short : i hope 156cm could add another 10cm. T_T

11. Sweats or Jeans : straight-cut-darkish jeans :)

12. Phone or Camera : a phone with good quality of camera.

13. Health freak : aaaa..........not really.

14. Orange or Apple : fuji apple are the crunchiest apple evahh!

15. Do you have a crush on someone? i always do! hehe

16. Eat or Drink: does drinking makes you happy?? no! eat! eat! eat!

17. Piercings : ears. just, ears.

18. Pepsi or Coke : they said u can clean toilet bowl with those, so i don't drink them anymore.

HAVE YOU EVER?

19. Been in an airplane: yes

20. Been in a relationship: yes

21. Been in a car accident: yes

22. Been in prison: no.

FIRSTS?

23. First piercing : i cant remember when....

24. First best friend : Zul Aliff Haiqal and Md Azreen (girls ignored me and im not good with girly thingy..kekeke)

25. First award : all i can remember is my kindergarden graduation..

26. First crush : i was six and i like a boy in my class named Aiman. aww, epic~

27. First word : manala aku igt. duhh~

LAST?

29. Last person you talked to in person : the vet doc; miky and celo were sick.

30. Last person you texted : daddy ; " im gonna send miky to vets"

31. Last person you watched a movie with: Eda ; Vamp Diaries on leptop ;D

32. Last food you ate : 4 bungkus nasi lemak (kill me now..kill me!)

33. Last movie you watched : if in cinema, Hantu Kak Limah Balek Rumah. lima ringgit jeerr~

34. Last song you listened to : Ingin Putus Saja - audrey,cantika, aaaaaannnd GAMALIEL!!!! woot! woot!

35. Last thing you bought : the empat bungkus nasi lemak i just ate all by myself. teruk!

36. Last person you hugged : erm, grandma.

FAVOURITES?

37. Food : nasi lemak and everything that i cook (well, i have to..)

38. Drink : mineral water please...

39. Bottoms : jeans,shorts, and kain sarung.. (ada angin ba. siuk.!)

40. Flower : i like lavender and vanilla. but vanilla is not a flower.... theehe~

41. Animal : cats and dogs ( but never touch dogs, kena samak nanti~)

42. Colours : red, purple,white, black (and sometimes pink.....sometimes ok,sometimes!.)

43. Movies : anything goes under 'comedy' genre.

44. Subjects : im not really good at it, but i like english and arts.

HAVE YOU EVER:

(Put an X in the brackets if yes )

45. [X] fell in love with someone

46. [ ] celebrated Halloween

47. [X] had your heart broken.

48. [X] went over the minutes/texts on your cell phone.

49. [ ] had someone question my sexual orientation.

51. [ ] got pregnant.

52. [ ] had an abortion.

53. [X] did something I regret.

54. [X] broke a promise. (hehehehe...sorry baa)

55. [X] hide a secret.

56. [X] pretended to be happy.

57. [X] met someone who changed your life.

58. [X] pretended to be sick (i need it to survive.darurat.!)

59. [ ] left the country.

60. [X] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it.

61. [X] cried over the silliest thing.

62. [X] ran a mile. (technically run and walk. xlarat lari seja )

63. [X] went to the beach with your best friend.

65. [X] hated someone.

66. [...] stayed single for 2 years. ( sarkastik nya soalan )

RIGHT NOW

67. Eating : nasi lemak td (hahaha. blom abis lg neh)

68. Drinking : not drinking between meals.

69. Listening to : kipas spinning, clock's tikking.....

70. Sitting/Laying : sitting

71. Plans for today : go for a jog in morning - but i missed it.

72. Waiting for : 30 minutes after meal - baru dpt minum air

YOUR FUTURE:

73. Want kids ? yeah! team volleyball ja. xlarat buat team bola. haha

74. Want to get married? definitely!

75. Career : english + music teacher with rotan in my hands, and a sweet smiling face. :)

76. Lips or eyes : eyes eyes baybeh!

77. Shorter or taller : taller please.

78. Romantic or spontaneous : both? ;D

81. Hook-up or relationship :ehem. relationship.

82. Looks or personality : do i really have to choose?? do i?? really??

HAVE YOU EVER :

83. Lost glasses/contacts : eat a lot of vit. A, and u never wear any like i do! *bangga*

86. Killed somebody : i wish i could......*mengasah pisau*

87. Broken someone's heart : yes

88. Been in love : im not really sure.....

89. Cried when someone died : yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN :

90. Yourself : yes! except in sports. the end.

91. Miracles : yes

92. Love at first sight : yes

93. Heaven : yes

94. Santa Claus : fatty old man with flying reindeer,.. hmm, it's just don't make any sense, don't u think?

95. Sex on the first date : read this-->> NEVAHH!

96. Kiss on the first date : eww, saliva. no!

TRUTHFULLY:

97. Is there one person you want to be with right now : yeeppp!

98. Do you know who your real friends are : yes. i can see it now.

99. Do you believe in God : yeahh.

100. Post as 100 truths? not cool la the tittle. so lame~~

since aisyah already tag me, so im gonna tag.....*drumrolls* DIANA !!!

PEACE YAW!

it taste like paracetamol

2011-03-14T07:46:00.000-07:00

so, after 2 days of doing nothing but enjoying, i finally have that serious face-to-face moment to my lappy to finish my assignment yang mana akan dihantar pada harini, dan siap harini jugak [walaupun kena bagi hari jumaat yg lalu] which mean i got 2 days to finish it up and i only got about 10 hours to do because within the past 2 days i was going on a trip. hehehehehe .
lepas da antar tadi rasa cam fuuuuuuuhhhhhh~~~ legooo.. abis 1 masalah. hahaha. [ tapi datang omwok baru.dei~] apapun lepas ni ada lebih banyak lg asaimen yg menunggu, aku kena kontiniyu lg lah sambung wat kerja. huhuhuhuhuhu

the relief from the pain of finishing the assignment is like taking a paracetamol-- a painkiller for a few moments but the pain wont heal. hahahahaha.

alkisah : kisah (mungkin) benar : kucing cantek.

2011-03-10T22:02:00.000-08:00

warning : kepada sapa-sapa yang allergic ngan bulu kucing, sila jaga jarak anda dari skrin (sekurang-kurangnya 1 meter ) agar tidak memberi kemudaratan kepada anda. arigato. :)

"eeee....comel kan kucing tu"

"waa. lawanya kucing tu, gebu! banyak bulu"...

" ni mesti sedap ni buat kari ".........?? wat-de-fish???

itula yang slalu aku dengar bila ada saja kucing cantik a.k.a siam a.k.a kucing import yang tertayang dekat public. bukan juga kita mendiskriminasikan kucing local yang agak tagap-~~tagap~~ dan sudah tentu comel tu, tapi ternyata kucing siam lebih menarik perhation org ramai berbanding kucing domestik. and aku memang suka kucing siam dan ada seekor kucing yg bernama Miky. tapi aku pun nda tau apa breed dia ni. siam ka persian. entahla.

sebelum aku ada kucing yang ble diklasifikasi kan sbg kucing cantek ni, ak memang sangat adore dgn sapa2la yang ada kucing cantek ni. kalo jeles lg, tahap dewa. tiap2 hujung minggu sanggup keliling gaya street tu semata-mata mo tengok kucing kena jual dkt gerai2 situ.

itu sbelum....

maaakkkk! mo susu!!!

bila aku dapat Miky jak (which is a looooong story, toksah le ceta) baru ku sedar komitmen yang diperlukan sangatla tinggi. kesabaran jugak perlu tinggi ya tuan-tuan dan puan-puan.

menjaga kucing cantek ni bukan alang-alang lagi. keperluan suma mesti lengkap. baru la dapat kucing yang sangat cantik molek bulunya, lembut, shalus sutera, mulus, tulus gitu. hehe.

bulu aku pun lebat, kira kucing cantek jugak la kan?? :P

bermula dari saat anda membawanya ke rumah, rumah mestila kemas, bersih macam 'rumah contoh' laa kiranya sebab kucing cantek ni mempunyai bulu yang sangat panjang dan segala sawang2 bole terperangkap dkt badan dia. ble dikatakan la mereka ni ibarat feather duster. cuma, ini hidup punya. dan bapak aku salu buat miky cam mop lantai....[kejam]. nasib la miky releks jak. chill~

pastu kalo pasal bab2 makan ni, kucing cantek bukan macam kucing domestik ~~dan aku, hikhikhik ;D~~ yang main bedal ja apa depan mata. almaklumla, kucing mahal, makanan pun kena la branded jugak. kena yang bagus untuk tubuh2 mereka yang banyak bulu tu mcm ada formula la. yg hairball punya ka, yang teda hair punya ka....dan sewaktu dengannya. kalo cam kucing aku, ashik2 makan frieskes jak, ikan sikit ja disentuh. minta puji betul. ikan bagus2 aku bagi isi, dia jilat pastu blah. ayam, dia gigit2 skit, pastu blah. tapi kalo letak lama2, makan jugak la. sapa tolak rezki kaan.

aku pernah pg cat show dulu, kucing bukan main lg breed dr sluruh dunia, layanan macam raja seja. xmampu aku buat gitu ngan si miky. sorryla miky. haha.

kalo ceta pasal badan pla. kucing bulu tebal ni xtahan panas bukan cam kucing domestik yang ble-ble rilek ja sunbath dekat garaj depan ruma. kalo kipas terpadam, atau eletrik tiba2 out, dia bole rilek ja tidur2 macam teda pa2 ja berlaku. kalo kucing cantek, naa, mula la tu kepanasan. terjulur lidah macam anjing, abis ko yang kepanasan ni pun terpaksa kipaskan kucing cantek dengan kudrat tangan yang lemah, kejap2 kipas diri sendiri, kejap2 kipas kucing. mmg sangat memenatkan.! cenggeng btul kucing cantek ni. ni belum ceta sal najis mereka lg, kesihatan mereka lagi!. [ tp mls aku mo taip sda ]

kasi bersih sama2 ok. :)

however, cemana cengeng pun kucing ni, they always amazingly heals my wounded soul. kucing tu satu terapi untuk aku. dorang suka main, which makes you happy at the same time. durang suka cuddle2, suka minta perhatian, which makes you very busy but enjoy with the moment. lebih2 lg kalo kucing cantek. at least dapat jugak pahala jaga kucing neh. insyallah :)

just my advise to those yang mao pelihara kucing ni xkira la domestik atau cantek punya, komitmen itu sangat2 penting tau. kita pelihara benda hidup, bukan patung. makan, minum, kebersihan kucing tu sentiasa kena jaga. kalo dia sakit, kena bawa jumpa doktor. makan dia kena jaga, air kena salu tukar supaya bersih. macam manusia juga, kena minum air bersih. mandi pun mesti, barula nampak cantik. ya, usaha mesti ada, kalo tak mo usaha, baik x payah pelihara kucing. bela ja ikan. ha.. paling2 pun tukar air. kasi makan 1-2 kali sehari, xpaya lagi belai2, buang taik suma tu. kna? kan? kan?

so anyway, goodluck!
peace yaw!


my favret wholetime picture. sexxy yaww mata!~ ;D


my lifetime love ~ miky teo ;) lebiu mikyyy!!!!

monster called 'stressourous'

2011-03-09T08:42:00.000-08:00

there's this big, huge, scary monster called 'stressourous!!!'
and its attacking me because or the 'assignmenator'!
you know, i try to call for help...<<---- is this your help anis?? kamoonnnnn laa~!
and i turn my self into the help itself heh, but no use.....
so i got hit hardly by those mean and fierce stressourous and assigmenator
and i lost plus feeling like a total loser (in many parts)

somebody...........help me please.......

peace yaw!

ehem ehem

2011-03-07T06:59:00.000-08:00

aku ada satu fobia, yang sejak akhir-akhir ni sering melanda jiwa raga ku. [aiseh]
sebenarnya bermula beberapa tahun yang lepas dimana fobia ini semakin menjadi-jadi bila suda meningkat dewasa. [tapi...saya masi mudaa :P]
aku ada satu perangai yang senang btul suka dengan sesuatu mahupun seseorang
nda kira la orang lain nampak pelik atau wat-de-hek, aku trus suka ngan benda tu.
tapi last2 aku jugak yang merana.
mentaliti yang harus dihapuskan sama sekali. hoho~
tapi fobia itu belum berapa mo 'hot' la tapi sejak peristiwa anak kucing yang aku suka sgt tapi telah dirampas orang berlaku, aku terus menjadi syak wasangka dengan persekitaran aku kecuali BFF aku laaa. [kan syah, kann??] hehehe

meh aku jilat ko, pasni ko jilat aku plak ehh~

situasi itu boleh digambarkan apabila aku terpaku pandangan pada seekor anak kucing yang sangat comel-lote dan aku sgt berkenan. hari-hari aku pamper kucing tu macam nyawa aku, tapi kucing tu nda juga memberikan affection yang serupa dgn aku. tp aku x putus asa. aku terai jugak pamper smpai dia suka gak ngan aku. hari2 aku tunjuk yang aku syg ngn kucing tu. tup tap tup tap enta cmana kucing tu rupanya da diambil oleh jiran aku yang aku salu bawa melepak bawah pokok rambutan tu. terasa kecewa yang mendalam skali. hingga ke tulang mulang.

sejak dari itu, aku fobia suka dengan sesuatu benda ~~secara obsesi~~....

tapi,
sejak akhir-akhir ni, aku ter suka plak dengan seekor anak kucing jantan yang sangat molek pekertinya [amboi ayat~] walaupun dapat tengok dari jauh ja.
kalo datang dekat dia lari ba. jadi tengok dr jauh jak la.
tiap-tiap hari aku doa supaya kucing tu lembut hati ngan aku
siap ble tebawak dalam mimpi lg ni!
abis cmana jugak. comel btul kucing tu, tapi dia main limpaas ja depan aku yang besar ni. huhuhu
nda pala. aku kasi nama kucing tu KOBI? sedap ka nama dia? haha. mesti ada nama baru best cerita. :)
tp macam bunyi kobis pla. nda pala. kobi pun kobi la.
janji best ~

peace yaw!!

why do you care so much??

2011-03-05T08:00:00.000-08:00

people always care so much what brand are you wearing, original ka enda, and sometimes the criticize you so much that they give you the 'eleh-pakai-levi's-nda-ori's look.. something like that la.. why? why you have to be sooo watching side cloth people?? [ translet jaga tepi kain org]

bagi kita ni yang termasuk dalam kumpulan penduduk miskin tegar ni.... [eseh], jangan la kutuk kami kerana kami memakai kasut jenama xiong ping [enta apa kebendanya nama dia tu], biarla kami menggalas beg swan [pinjam adik punya--melampau], dan biarla kami bergaya dengan jeket aditas [tersangatlah tiruan], biarlah kami mengenakan MAC yg d purchase dr kedai keling, biarkan..biarkan...

ps : gangguan emosi akibat melihat perubahan harga mekap2 tidak branded dan yang branded. [dan perasaan agak menyesal pun ada jugak ]. hahaha ;D

peace yaw!

tiada title untuk entry ini.

2011-03-03T04:11:00.000-08:00

harini sangat stress rasa seperti membuak-buak ibarat lava gunung berapi merapi di indonesia yang mampu mengorban kan nyawa beratus-ratus rakyatnya. mujur tiada sesiapa di sekeliling kalo tidak memang konfem ada yang melecur kena tempias lava yang sangat panas ni. mujur jugak tiada hamba Allah yang sengaja cari pasal buat lawak bodoh yang memang tidak lucu walau secubit pun. tiada senyuman untuk hari ini, yang ada hanya stress, tilam, dan oxy 10.

pelik pelik

2011-02-28T07:13:00.000-08:00

hello. hehe. tadi pagi ba pelik. aku mimpi sm sturang neh. kwn aku yg btul2 lama sda nda jmpa neh. lepas abis skul trus lost connection. hehe. mimpi terjumpa ja ok. teda lebih2

aku sejujurnya mmg nda pena rindu ka apa2 ka ngn dia tu memandangkan kitorg ms dekat skola dulu mencetuskan sejarah hitam dlm sejarah persahabatan, so abis ja skola, xdak la pula contact2 lg.

lepas aku bgun tadi pagi baru aku rs rindu sm dia. hahaha. pelik btul la si anis ni..

papun, btul2 neh da lama aku nda dgr kabar dia. fon pun tukar number sda, enta sda kawin ka nda, ada anak 1 batalion ka, aku pun no idea.

xapala, aku doakan dia bahagia dgn hidup dia.

peace yaw!

much more relief!!

2011-02-24T07:27:00.000-08:00

heyya peeps! assalamualaikum suma :) how's your guys day? if you ask me i would say this day would be just fine :). so, apa kaitan ngan tajuk di atas??? haha. well, today dengan rasminya aku telah complete kan salah satu assignment plg mencabar spanjg kerjaya sy sebagai student di unitar neh, hahaha. thanks to all my fellow, kak santi, kak selifah, nurul izzah and last but not least diana yang banyak tolong dalam pembikinan drama yang nda seberapa dramatik itu...kerana sesungguhnya kami buat telampau laju. hahaha. *salahkan darah gemuruh aku!!* and there's a few line yang ter'miss'...plus everyone lupa skrip...hahaha. ala, xkisahla. dpt mark yg agak tinggi, okeh la tu. everyone was having fun, audience pun rasa fun, our lecturer pun seronok ja tgok...so i guess berbaloi la jugak. again, thanks to all members of the group yang support and thanks to all audience yang nda banyak. hehehehe. lega rasanya bila dgr durg ketawa. and it was fun! hehe.everyone was doing a great job although there were some error but, who cares anyway....:)

at least 1 assignment da siap. fuuuhhh lego den....

apapun, majula assignment untuk gred yg lebih baik, ;P

peace yaw!

this was the name for our company just now drama....hahahaha....amacam.? ada berannsss?

epic!

2011-02-22T00:18:00.000-08:00

anuar zain - sedetik lebih (preview )
OST hikayat merong mahawangsa

huaahhh~ anuar zain da kembali dengan lagu baru sedetik lebih....uuUUuu meremang bulu roma aku dengar lagu ni... ya saya tau, lagu itu agak jiwangss dan er...jiwangss... tapi saya terkesima dengan alunan biola digabungkan bersama piano..... ballad always touch my inner soul~ kikikiki.

anyway, mo tengok ni ceta ni!! lama uda aku nda tingu ceta2 epik nih... sejak puteri gunung ledang aku rasa. hahaha. adik2 aku suma serender tengok ceta puteri gunung ledang, 3 jam hooo~ aku ja statik tengok dengan penuh khusyuk dan dedikasi lg tuh.. hahaha. siuk baa!
kali ni mo tengok hikayat merong mahawangsa lak.. sesekali support la filem tempatan. nda juga rugi baa. best apa!. hahaha. okeh2 jan lupa sapa2 yg berminat (lahh) dengan hikayat ni akan ditayangkan 10 mac 2011.!! jom kita tengok~~ weee :D

Justin Bieber - Pray

2011-02-17T06:20:00.000-08:00

be grateful with what we have cuz others that more unfortunate than us are dying to be fortunate like us.
let us be more concern towards human kind and being nice to each other.
pray for a better day :)

the day just gettin better. :)

2011-02-17T05:55:00.000-08:00

i thought today was just another boring day, where i usually go to class and feel sleepy. hahaha. (kadang2 jaaa ) still trying hard to open my eyes that begging to shut during lecturers...haha. i thought it was just ordinary, but you know, it turns out to be the great day! i guess God finally answers my pray....hehe. just guessing la. manala aku tau... haha. so i wont be getting mad to anyone today cuz im feeling happy :). mabok sda aku dari kemarin. mabuk mabuk. ;P

ps : the disorientation cause by the continuously explosion of the firework around me and i can't hardly hear my self speaking.
anyway, to chinese people......HAPPY CHAP GOH MEH :)

salam maulidur rasul :)

2011-02-15T05:19:00.000-08:00

salam maulidur rasul buat suma muslimin n muslimat.

marila kita selawat banyak ke atas junjungan nabi Muhammad s.a.w. :)

anyway nak share skit artikel dpt dr blog seseorang ni.

sila klik LINK ini :)

ps : nda sangka ada jugak org bt kerja nda senonoh tym maulidur rasul.isk isk isk

the superb sunday

2011-02-13T05:33:00.000-08:00

assalamualaikum everyone!. its sunday bebeh!. hehe. wow.. hari ni hari aku full dan padat skali!. the whole day telah di isi dengan event2 yang best!!stat dari awal pagi sampai petang. (kecuali malam la...gila ka. sok kelas wei.) hehe. so meh2. aku ceta. tapi kalo mereka2 yg takmo baca. sila berhenti disini sahaja. sbb slepas ni sy akan merepek sepanjang mungkin. ;)

so the day begin at taman awam likas yang telah menganjurkan kempen kutip sampah ya... so i was there, untuk tolong2 la (sebenarnya mo menyibuk..hehe) my dad ngan amateur radio dia tu haa. to be honest mmg agak boring jugak la.but since i like the sea so much, so, kira mcm 50-50 la. neutral. peserta2 kempen ni kena berkayak sekeliling pantai sambil pungut sampah, n aku ble la dikatakan jeles karena siuk ba kayak tu. hehe. blum cuba lg la. tp nmpk siuk. tp besukur jg la ak nda ikut. nnt i kena sunburn baaa. hehe. penat tau mo kasi putih balik!!.so the event abis jam kira2...12 gitu. then balik ah ruma. hehe

sekembalinya ke rumah, kena bersiap plak untuk acara seterusnya, iaitu makan2 dekat rumah fatin. kenduri kawin kakak fatin..comel la sgt pasangan pengantin.. plus, dpt jumpa ayu yang suda bekurun lamanya nda jumpa. ahaha. then ada shyl ngn syaf lg. memang kalo kenduri kawin kami nda penah miss. tula tejumpa tu. haha. it was fun tgok ada 1 mamat tu karoke dengan semangatnya. kagum aku dgn feeling dia. hehe. tp yang aku rasa best skali ialah souvenir untuk tetamu tadi.


souvenir dari wedding kakak fatin tadi. (telur, yg putih tu potpouri, and pink tu cupcake! nyum2! )

selama beberapa thun ni aku mencari2 masihkan ada telur kena bagi kalo wedding... plg banyak collection pun gula2, sapu tgn,...apa lg ah..tapi aku mmg mencari telur. harini, aku suda jumpa walaupun bukan dlm bunga telur!. hahahaha. tengkiu la kepada pihak patin yang telah menjemput sa dan memberi souvenir yg sgt best harini. harap2 pasangan pengantin bahagia ek sampai anak cucu....( p/s lawa la kakak widya.!! srius!)

okeh2. move on~~~ hehe. then petang tu lak, kwn aku c bedah ma kajen dia bw kuar pi pantai. haha. saja lepaks2 kenang kembali kenangan lalu... ( nda pun aku tekenang...haha) tapi aku teda gambar pla. suma gmbr dlm hp kajen nya itu. walau apapun, tg aru telah disesakkan ole warga2 sabah yg kebanyakannya mencari ketenangan di laut. ahaha. kesian ba tensen....(kami pun termasuk la tu). mula2 d tg aru, pastu kmi pindah pi sutera harbour. sana santik gila sunset dia. pantai dia pun best. kaki aku pun bepasir gila. pastu bila suda itu sun, set... kami pun balek la ke rumahh.......

so the whole day mmg agak memenatkan tp enjoy!. atleast ble jg aku release tensen. haha. enjoy2 aku ni sampai sakit kepala aku... aduduh. ba jadi aku mo tidur lu la. sok aku ada kelas smpai malam. mau mampus aku kalo lmbt tidur. g,nite everyone.!

peace out!

uish. uish!

2011-02-12T05:20:00.000-08:00

my inner 'seni' tiba2 datang mencurah2 and now tgh usahakan projek baru. hahahaha

nda la ba projek sampai bejuta2.. besa sakk. hehe.

i tell u when its done.. :)

imma PROUD sabahan :)

2011-02-10T06:19:00.000-08:00

if i would have a huge crush, i would say i am having a crush towards my beautiful state; SABAH!

sabah, the land below the wind! just listen to the name, you can already feel the warmth of it. It's the place that is known for the multi-ethnic living next to each other, place where the Mount Kinabalu rests, a place where locals are very friendly and support each other. We talk in different dialect, we have different faith, different perceptions about life, yet we can laugh on funny jokes or share stories with a sip of coffee under mamak's stall. It is a place that is full with peace and harmonious blending together with the vast growth of development.

i always love how nature works around here. i can still hear the birds chipping waking me up at dawn and watch the sunset peacefully at dusk . i love how the fresh air brushes my face when i open the door in morning or how the cold breeze blow on me whenever we're having a trip to the mountains.

kota belud

the mount kinabalu

i love watching buffaloes rest along rocky river from my car's window while going across the bridge, and how they dried themselves after going into the cold river. the scenery from my trip all around sabah mostly were breathtaking and i love everything about it even though some trip might leave me with a mark like mosquito's bite and some bruises from the slippery kampung hills. but you never know how great experience you might get ahead.

i have to admit, being a city girl, i was never built for rough environment like my mom and dad used to lived. but what i love the most about sabah is that nature and development were just around the corner ; you can always find green in the middle of the development. its fun, and exciting!

well, living in sabah for almost the rest of my life are like the best thing that ever happen to me. i always love nature around here because they taught me how to see beauty differently, how to act to other living organism the right way, and how God's the Almighty to create such beautiful place. no matter how far i travel across the world, i know that i always come back to this place and spend the rest of my life here. this is my hometown, and i would fight for it if i had to...

i always proud to be sabahan.

bangga ba sia. kenapa kau? problem??

hehehehe.

apapun, hidup 1 melesia!!

melesia buleh!

hehe.

(kita satu melesia, jan gaduh2. enda bagus ba begadu sak.peace!)

bah,

duluan...

*angkat tgn smbil berlalu pergi*

smat kan ending....kakakakaka :D. (pointless)

its the ennnddd!!

2011-02-06T07:48:00.000-08:00

ahh.. holidays finally come to its end. sedih nya. huhuhu....ahh, yep, lupa pla mau wish

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! yippeee!!!... i hope that was not too late. hehehe. so, enjoy ka cuti kamurang? mine was,...emm.. OKAY,.. about 70/30. hahaha. where's that 30 percent come from?? the boring ness i have to face the whole holidays.. hahahaha.but i have great start in february! i get a chance to meet my long lost friends hehe. so we gather around to have some pretty much fancy dinner at Burger King. well, i don't have the pics here to show it..hmm, maybe later? okay...later. :)

so this chinese new year have been the great thing so far. since I am a little mix of Chinese from my father; which i know, those who already did saw my father would not believe it, but trust me, i am half chinese. hehehehe. its just my father a little bit darker from what original chinese should look like! ;D hahaha. but it doesn't matter~~who cares anyway??? if you see me too, you would not think I'm partially chinese. even ajer thought im a negeri sembilan's. (and i laugh hard!.seriously.) but anyway, i don't really practice sorts of chinese believes in our family. we just have that gathering at my kampung, eat, laugh, sleep. hahahaha. which makes me think that i gain few kilo's this holidays.

next, i get to attend some kenduri kawin....adoi na.... makan lagi.... mimang berat la suda saya ni,. kompem!

so tomorrow is gonna be a new day at college. wish for all the best for all you and most importantly.....ME!! ;P

have a wonderful day!

peace be upon u :)

Part Of The List

2011-02-05T21:39:00.000-08:00

Part of the list - ne yo

Style of your hair,
shape of your eyes and your nose,
the way you stare
As if you see, right through to my soul,

It's your left hand and the way
that it's not quite as big as your right,
the way you stand in the mirror
before we go out at night,

Our quiet time,
your beautiful mind,

They're a part of the list.
Things that I miss.
Things like your funny little laugh,
the way you smile or the way we kiss.

What I noticed is this:
I come up with
something new, every single time
that I sit and reminisce.

The way you sweet smell
lingers when you leave a room,
(you leave a room)
Stories you tell as we lay
in bed all afternoon.
(all afternoon)

I dreamed you now every night
in my mind is where we meet.
(my mind is where we meet)
and when I'm awake
staring at pictures of you asleep.

Touching your face,
invading you space.

They're a part of the list.
Things that I miss.
Things like your funny little laugh,
the way you smile or the way we kiss.

What I noticed is this:
I come up with
something new, every single time
that I sit and reminisce.

Oooh, and you'll live in my memories forever more I swear.
And you'll live in my memories forever more I swear.

They're a part of the list.
Things that I miss.
Things like your funny little laugh,
the way you smile, or the way we kiss.

What I noticed is this:
I come up with
something new, every single time
that I sit and reminisce.

Oh-whoa-whoa
Oh-whoa-whoa
Oh-whoa-whoa

Oh-whoa-whoa
Oh-whoa-whoa

new look!!

2011-02-02T22:54:00.001-08:00

hehaaa! slamat dtg ke rupa baru belog ini....hehehe.
erk, kalo korg rasa teda pa2 yang berubah pun, sila refresh yer... hehehehehe. best tau! jadi cute tulisan blog aku... jadi, refresh! jgn x refresh!! hihihi

money money!!

2011-01-26T03:55:00.000-08:00

i am desperately need money.

which is,

desperately...like...

desperately...

help.

how to deal with break up............ss???

2011-01-25T07:33:00.000-08:00

tadaa!! hah, after i watched some movies today; that has nothing to do with break-ups,!hehe, then i came out with this idea, "why don't i blog for break ups today? " well, in my opinion though.....so here we are!!. hehe :)

Most of you probably have already experiencing break up before. alright, maybe some have not yet. hehe, but...most of us did....well...i did.. :D. so, dealing with break ups can be pretty much a mess! you cannot eat, sleep, go to toilet, go to bath and you've been wearing the same cloth for three days! (or maybe a week!!) . eww~ and some might loose some weight (haha, good for you!) or cry too much that people might get mistaken you with a panda!haha.. aiyooo. what to do?? so here are some list that might help you, maybe a little, in dealing with BREAK UP! :)

#1 : CRY ME A RIVER...

just cry it out loud if it makes you feel better.! well, not too loud okay... for guys, if necessary, there's no law that said man shouldn't cry, isn't it? hehe. so cry it out loud. cry makes you feel better and it release the tense in your head, heart and anything that hurts. if you don't cry, no one will notice you've been hurt, and no one there to comfort you. I have no scientific evidence to proof you about crying, but all i know it feels gooooooddd after that! trust me! :)

#2 : TALK TO FRIEND(S)

if its a good friend, it is always a must to tell your friend about your 'considered' problem. no matter how small it is or how huge your problem is, always look for a good, trustful, good listener, and loyal friend. You don't want to see your problem spread across the web on other people status, right? it would makes you really,really,really annoyed. so the key is, to look for a very trustful friend to share this problem. good friends always make you feel better and support you no matter how. but remember to return the favor.! always remember that!.

#3 : PAPER, PEN, GO!

okay, so you are not the type of person who tells everything to others, cry it like a baby which probably you think it makes you look not so cool, try this method! find a paper, or maybe you have a journal.? write down everything you feel, your hopes, or anything that you want to write! you don't have to hide the person's name because "its just u and me, paper!". (but if you do it in blogs, make it anonymous. you don't really want to start a fire). writing on a paper are just between u and paper. no more than that. after that is up to u, either to toss the paper away, or keep it in secret place so that few years later, you can laugh on how funny you write when you get upset. hehe.

#4 : LIVING THINGS THERAPY.

keeping any living things inside your house or your room is another therapy for you so that you can get distract from your problem. well, basically, living things such as PETS and PLANTS, would need a lot of attention from you to keep them alive. from what i heard, cat's fur could relieve tense by brushing the fur with your hands. but, if you're allergic to fur, or having asthma, you can always have the plants! :). by planting some plants, flowers for example, that need extra attention thus distracting your mind from thinking of committing suicide!! huhu~ i heard water good for your tense too! so try soaking in a bath tub full of warm or cold water.you choose!

#5 : OUT WITH THE OLD, IN WITH THE NEW.

break up means you are about to move to a new relationships!. remove everything that reminds you with your ex such as sound, color, or smell! clean your house so you'll be ready to start a new chapter in your life. maybe you don't need your ex's gift anymore, so give all the items back to your ex so that you would feel a little bit free. but, if your ex refuse to accept all the item back, why don't you sell it or give it away to poor people.?? if you sell it, that will gain you a little bit of money, maybe half of the money you spend to your ex! or, if that don't make you feel any better, give it to poor people. they always need something that looks new. just make sure your ex really don't need it anymore. :)

#6 : RUN LIKE FORREST GUMP!

if you haven't watch forrest gump's movie, well you should, mann.. this forrest guy can run miles and miles and miles! haha. but the point is, to be ACTIVE! always make your days, hours, minutes and seconds busy with beneficial things. anything that you can think of, that brings good to you. or even try out something new but good, like rock climbing or learning scuba! or try riding a horse, or go wash your laundry. again, this will distract you to problem that you are facing, plus, accomplish one of your '30 things i want to do before i die'..:)

#7 : JUST LET GO, AND BE OKAY.

just let go of the past, and create more great relationships in future. maybe your ex is not the one for you, for some reason that you don't see. there's plenty more out there waiting for you to explore. don't blame anyone for what just happen. most important, always feel good about yourself and be okay. take it positive! who knows, maybe you will find another hotter! sexier! superb pairs in future? right? so, if you don't let go, you will miss of meeting more good people in future.

#8 : GOD ALMIGHTY

always remember to God that all things happen within God's will. always remember to pray for peace and serenity to God, as God will lead you to it. in a proper way okay!. :)

so.....wooooww...thats a long list! hahaha. i couldn't make it to 10 because i am so tired and i dont know what else to write. hehehe. so, thats all from me! i hope this could ggive some help to those who are having break up. DON'T TRY ANYTHING ILLEGAL TO HUMAN LAW okay, like black magic, suicide and stuff.... bad things always lead you to bad ends. you dont want that, dont you?

so have fun and be happy, not everything in life as bad as you look.!

have a great day!

xoxo.

2011-01-24T00:00:00.000-08:00

" if you can dream it, you can do it "

-- Walt Disney --

kaya atau miskin?

2011-01-20T06:54:00.000-08:00

aku ingat lg masa jadi budak2 dlu ingus2 meleleh....haha (bukhhan aku...bukhhaan aku..) slalu angan2 ni,

" bila besar nnt aku mo jadi kaya.. beli ruma besarr.. keta besar..." wahhh, bukan main lg angan2 tu ba.. suda la hari2 kurik tabung...hahaha.

tapi kalo tanya sepa2 pun, suma pun mau jadi kaya. suma mau ada duit banyak, kesimpulan nya, kebanyakannya mau jadi bilienerrr~~ (milieneer apa barang, bilienerr laa..ada brann??! haha).. so, penting sangat ka mo jadi kaya tu sm diri kita sendiri??

suma nya bergantung dengan diri kita sendiri. manusia ni suma sama seja. cuma yang kasi beza gaya kita suma ialah cara hidup kita, status kita dalam masyarakat, background famili kita.Cuba kalo generasi zaman skrg ni, hidup zaman komunis mcm dolu2. suma sama seja, teda kaya, teda miskin. sama seja. apa kaw rasa? boring kan? macam teda makna seja hidup ko. hahaha... apa laitu?..hahaha.

cuba kita bayangkan kalo kita miskin... makan pun 1 kali seja sehari. kadang2 nda makan langsung. karen di ruma pun teda. pakai lilin seja. baju suma lusuh2. ruma kita pun usang. kalo hujan lg sandi. hidup susah kan? 5 sin pun berharga sama kita tau!. kumpul2 lama2 dapat laa beli beras kaa.. lauk kaa...susah betul hidup kita ms tu. Teda sepa dalam dunia ni mo hidup begitu. suma pun mau idup senang.

cuba kalo kita kaya pula. ui, kreta, jan cakap la... bersusun depan ruma ikut harga, dari paling mahal sampai yang lagi mahal..! ruma, kalo bole kasi tingkat2 macam KLCC. plg besar la kiranya. pakai baju branded, kasut brended, suma brended, teda la jenama xion jang nim, jenama merapu2 bunyi dia tu. pastu kerja dalam ruma suma ada org yang buat. tolong buka pintu, tolong cuci kain, jangan2 tolong mandi pun ada...hakhakhak! ei ko ni nis...hehe. pastu melancong pun fes klas. tidur hotel 10 bintang (melampau.) mesti rasa siuk. mo bt apa pun nda terbatas. taim tu, 5 sen pun nda kena pandang....tengok pun, pastu cakap..

" eh, besi apa ni? "...pastu baling balik. hahaha.(telampau ba imaginasi aku ni....).besi sm syiling pun nda ble beza...hahaha...tapi duit dia, kumpul2, bulih bikin tilam ba! buli tidur tidur...ish ish ish...

tapi sekaya-kaya org pun, tidak semestinya bule menjanjikan dia kegembiraan. mesti sentiasa ada terselit rasa tidak selamat dalam hati dia. yala kan, banyak duit nnt kena rumpak kaa..kena timbak ka dia, kena kc guling ka dia...harta dia akan selalu jadi rebutan org sekeliling dia. sampai darah daging sendiri pun dia nda bole percaya. walaupun dia tidur d ruma besar, mewah, kaya, raya, super, tapi hati dia nda tenang. tapi nda jg aku bilang yang kaya ni nda bagus.. bagus baa...SEPA BILANG NDA BAGUS TU.??..hehe.. kalo dia kaya, dia ble tolong org miskin, tolong org susa....sedekah ba...len la kalo dia PELUKIK......hahaha.tu blakang crita la.

semiskin-miskin org juga pun, tidak semestinya dia akan sentiasa bergelut dengan kesusahan. selagi dia tidak putus asa berusaha, mesti ada hasil punya.....jangan la kita hina org miskin ni sebab beg dia bukan Louis Vuitton original, kasut adidas kampung shaa, baju jenama merapu.....jangan....apala sangat LV tu. bukan ble bawak pi masuk kubur pooonnn~!.. mo juga bangga2. dei. nah! beg aku pelastik, lagi tahan!. hahaha. tapi yang aku nda puas ati ni bila org minta sedekah sana sini, sedangkan sihat pula tubuh badan dia. tp ada jugala yang sengaja kena potong anggota badan dia, kena suru minta sedekah, pastu org len dpt untung. kesian2...

apapun, persoalannya, kaya atau miskin, kamu pandai2 la pikir. walau apapun status kita, kita jan lupa suma tu tuhan yang kasi. kalo kita miskin, kita slalu ingat tuhan, tapi bila suda kaya, senang, nahh...lupa dunia. bukan dunia seja, alam semesta pun dia lupa suda!..mesti kita sentiasa kasi igt hati kita supaya kita slalu rendah diri, igt asal usul, ingat Tuhan, jaga kebajikan org tua. jangan kita lupa budi org buat sm kita..mesti kuat hati mental pizikal muzikal la yang penting..hehe..papun, biarla kita ni ikut resmi padi..orang bilang, makin berisi makin tunduk.

maksud aku harta,. bukan badan okeeehhh...!!

ba itu seja. saja, peringatan untuk diri sendiri.,

opinion semata-mata.

no animal being hurt during this process

(except nyamuk)

peace!!!!

HEHE...

the 18th day after new year.

2011-01-18T07:58:00.000-08:00

suda lapan belas hari after new year. lapan belas!. banyak tuhhh. so, how interesting your life have been these 18 days?. aku hari ni plg lega...atleast for the whole week laa.. except for my expectation towards my new subject. huhu. there's gonna be more, and more, and more torture for the next..next...NEXT following week!. (kena bersedia dengan paracetamol untuk menghadapi migrain sepanjang sem..haha!)
so today, dengan rasa bershukurnya aku, suma subjek aku telah terdaftar!.hahahaha. lega2.. ahh. so, there's gonna be one less things to worry. hehehe. alhamdulillah termakbul jugak doa aku. syukur betul.... fes tym lg dpt result yang...okeh!. gembira hati sia! uhhu! bule la tidur dengan aman. mintak2 ada laki ensem masuk mimpi..hehehe. yesss! ba tidur la sa! hehe...

gudnite eberiwan :)
xoxo muahhh!

monday.monday.

2011-01-17T04:42:00.000-08:00

this morning, sky seem so dark,

and dawn feel so cold.

streets started to be fill up with vehicles,

and the school bell rings.

as sun rises, i stuck in a traffic jam.

everyone rushes to office.

college filled with blues,

but classes seem so crowd.

i guess because its the beginning of another new week.

new class to enter,

new faces, new subjects.

yep.

so thats

my monday

recently.

THEHE!

PEACE YAW!

wat heppen?

2011-01-16T06:15:00.000-08:00

ouh,. sem suda bermula. maksudnya, kena blajar lerrr.. haih.. mls aku eh. awal2 sem lg manyak suda problem. dengan subjek la. result la. mls aku. suma aku malas. haha. pastu nnt kalo ada apa2, penalti laa. ammaa. kuar lg duit,. benci la.

jadi, ole karna telampau banyak masala, aku mau distract skit masala aku dengan.....jeng jeng jeng...teka aku mo bt apa?!...hahaha. KNITTING!! lama sda aku mo blajar benda tu. cuma belum tercourage jak. hehehe. sejak aku tgok drama korea tu.....(~~hahaha. jawapan buat fatin yang tertanya2 kenapa timbul nya idea aku tiba2 mo knitting.~~,..mesti fatin bilang " aku da agak daa..."hehehe) macam siuk pla tau. try lerr. bukan sala pon. ble jugak la aku tambah skill d dada..kan kan kan? haha. tapi bt masa ni, lek sha dulu. blum ada duit ni bikin beli barang2. ada dlu benang mengait aku, enta mana sda aku simpan tu. rupa2 nya untuk mengait pla tu benang. baru aku tau ni. hahaha. bengong. jadi, kmu wish sa gudlak la sm sa punya 'sudden hobby' ni..... harap2 ada la hasil nya...1 topi kaa....sweater kaa......jimat skit duit. nnt nek gunung nda paya beli....hahaha. nah,bila lg aku mo nek gunung ni?? nantii..haha..kaw tingu sejaa. muahaha.!

caucincau haoliau!

Back to December

2011-01-13T05:46:00.000-08:00

so many crazy stuff happens in December.
like cuti panjang!! ( plg penting ni)..
so how about we go back to december? hehehe.
i love this song!

a man with ego.

2011-01-04T10:00:00.000-08:00

a man with ego are like plenty woods tied up together.

It is hard for you to break it apart unless you know the trick.

man without ego are nothing but a vulnerable stick. fragile.

of course, sometimes a man that stands up so strong with their ego could get on our nerves,

even i couldn't stand with such attitude.

so why bother with simple problem when you can just ignore it?

EGO is another ways of man to show his power, to let everyone know that

you could never look down on them, and to be real man; as they believe.

It can sometimes be good, and sometimes can be very annoying.

I've met someone that is annoyingly ego, and always boils my blood.

so how do we deal with such person?

okay, i might not the expert on these things, but it sure helps me a lot.

1st step : stop talking.

ego usually appeals in a conversation or an arguments between two person or more. the guy may start talking nonsense, you try to fix the details, and he insist with his words and refuse your addition towards the topic. so what to do? stop talking. let him do all the talk. just listen and nod. don't talk. look into the eye, focus bebeh, focus. its kinda annoying to him, but its fun to you. :) HEHE.

2nd step : switch to another topic.

when things are getting so stressful, why don't switch topics. get a distraction with anything,

ask weird-silly-stupido questions

like " are you wearing underwear? "....

" are you gay?"....

i bet that will shut him down. . ;P hahahaha

but if this isn't working, proceed to step 3!

ok,this is the most simplest tips,

3rd step : walk away

make a reason to walk away from him.

like quick decision.!

" i need to get my brother " (even you don't even have brother )

" i need to go birak, are you coming? "......

.....=.=.....

or any reason that you can think of.

but if he still be around you, girl, think hard!!! come on...

think of strong question!

by the way, you see,

by doing this, not only you could cool down your emotion, but get some fresh air too...

so that is all the tips i could give.

well, don't blame entirely on a man for having such terrible ego,

just blame them for not having good control of their ego.

hey, you have ego too!. i know i do.

you know....human.....flaws....its like twin sister, related to each other.

have fun!

pisss!!!

xoxo

picture courtesy : Google.

au revoir 2010~~

2010-12-31T07:25:00.000-08:00

haaaahhhh~~ so, this is my last post for 2010~~!! can't believe huh...we're going to enter 2011..hehehe.

there have been sooOOo much memories in 2o1o...pain....happy...

aah..how life sometimes can be a mess, yet it falls back to pieces, then everything seems right again.

to be honest, i have plenty of memories in 2o1o, that some i can remember, barely remember, then there are some i can't even remember at all! hahaha.

so, this few minutes before the end of 2o1o, i would say...

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011!!!

may we all will have lots of happiness and success in future,

become more grateful with our life,

appreciate on what we have

maybe get a little more richer ( <--- oh God, please help me with this!!!)

and live life to the fullest....

happy fun-cherish-funky new year!

cawcincau hawliayaw~~

boiiffffrren??

2010-12-26T01:13:00.000-08:00

ini kekasih hati baru sia...

lalalala~ ;D

okay..

nmpk lain sikit.

but....

WHO CARESS!!???

theehehehe~

i leb u anyway~~~ weee~~!!

i like to merapu.

2010-12-21T07:51:00.000-08:00

look,

i didn't mean to harm you,

or to do any bad things to you.

i just want to know you better,

would you let me?

you see,

i saw you the other day,

standing a few feet away,

talking and laughing to someone you knew,

then,

i saw your smile,

which i love to stare.

and suddenly you look in front,

i quickly look away.

i laid on my bed that night,

try to keep my eyes close.

but all i can think of you,

and you were the only one in my mind.

i thought that was just nothing

and i could just leave it behind,

but hey,

i think,

this could probably be a sign.

so i examine my heart

and do some operation.

well, like a lost puppy,

i found no direction.

it could be because

i have been alone for a long time,

or maybe,

awaken by the bell's chime.

so listen,

don't be afraid or call the police,

hey,

my intentions are good,

and i come in peace.

i just trying to get to know you better,

try to learn you more,

i hope you would understand

and don't just run and go.

although my approach might be creepy,

or so lame like kayu, haha..

so to be clear,

i am not a stalker,

i am just so into you ...

peace!

~~*this is what happen when too much expression cannot be said. so making a poem is one of the answer of letting out the 'thing'....*~~

i am merapu,.

2010-12-16T07:29:00.000-08:00

sorry bloggy i didn't informed you about my holiday. yep! I'm on holiday now. haha. finally have my best relax ever. I have been 2 different location ever since ( beside home lah kan..) which is camping at Tanjung Simpang Mengayau and trip to Labuan recently. well, its a lot of fun!. but after my camping at kudat, aku diserang gatal2 yang amat sangat melampau2, then my whole body merah2, and itchy, and now it turn worse with horrified scars....but, it was fun.! mandi tepi pantai dengan hujan lebat. hahaha. after the i heard the lightning baru mau naik darat. hehe. shiuk waa.
my trip to Labuan was not actually planned. it was a trip to my grandparents, but then i decided to follow. hehehe. saja menyibuk... hey, i use my own money tau!!. but after that trip too i get flue. uhuuu. the hot n cold weather at labuan make me that sick!! pastu segala2 nya tertinggal....my lash curler, my comb, and paling nda bley di maafkan la ni... my face cleanser.!? bule2 lupa pencuci muka. sandi.... however, i manage to handle that. haha. it wont happen again!!

aaahh.. feels good to be home again..... tp boring pla....jom tgok wayang? nak?? hehehe

what the,,,....

2010-11-26T17:53:00.000-08:00

then there were we, watching "Cinta Kirana".. me, my dad, my sisters and a cat?? *what the~*
my youngest sis love to watch that drama, so i tumpang je tgok.
and then one moment, i suddenly speak. i said,

" nia ramadhani ni suda kawin tau..", then my lil sis looked surprised. then she response,
"ya ka?" , then i continued
"eya..pedahal umur sa sm dia lebih kurang ja...."

Then suddenly my younger sis said this with innocence face,
"jadi kenapa kakak anis belum kahwin?"....

and i was like..... and this

ps : bapa aku karaw ketawa dgr adik aku ckp gitu....kureng...

rindu kat kite tak??

2010-11-09T03:42:00.000-08:00

waaaaaaaaaaa~~~~~~~ lama nya nda update blog..!!! sorry la peminat2 ku (ade keee....) thee~~
biasa la sejak menjadi setudent yang sangat dedikasi dan bermatlamat. (kunun) aku menjadi semakin sibuk specially ujung2 semester ni... melampau2 ba kerja.. hahaha. nda lama lg final... org suma dok final aku baru mo final kunu.... tula... swasta... sandi....

so, aku baru jugak balik dr kuliah ni....baru siapkan 1 buah majalah untuk group assignment aku tau... memandangkan da suma maklumat pi tolak sama aku, jadi aku bt majalah ikut suka aku la.. cara aku... sepa suruh kamu kasi susah aku... so, kalo dorang mo merengek2 majalah tu nda cantik ( aku pkai stepler ja nda smpat binding ) len kali korang bt sendirik. da la aku bt semua, cengeng lg, xda masa aku mo layan... i don't care asal siap. panas aku ni... panas ni jiwa... nasib nda da juga manusia jadi mangsa sepakan penalti aku...huh!!..

anyway!... hmmm.. xbyk ceta la jadi dalam masa2 nda tulish blog nih.... da brapa lama aku nda tulis??..ahah~~ sibuk ba beta....aiseh...hahaha. yala, btul la.. sibuk aku. nda dgn kolej, dgn famili... sejak menjadi co-driver, mengambil alih la kerja2 supir ni....mama supir ni, jan ko...hahaha...

nda sbr aku tggu cuti...cepat2 la...huhuhu... esah dtg kk ka tu aa thun ni? hehehe... aku rindu ma kwn2 aku ni... balik2 becinta sm nota, mo bekasih syg juga sm member2... huhuhuhuhu..... da la cuti aku sebulan ja...nda cukuuupppp!!!!! T_T
ah...aku peduli apa... nanti aku mo holiday jaoh2.... mo rancang pigi jakarta, tp tgh bencana sna.. kensel la..hahaha... aku ni sembarang ja. macam org kaya.. banyak ka duit ko tu cik anisss~~~~ (duit pt duit blajar hhaaaa~~~) yola...yola....huhuhu

when this hearts falls for the wrong person

2010-10-19T09:57:00.000-07:00

please heart, please tell me that you don't love him and you would only care him in a friendship way.
tell me, that you know you could never have him because you don't wanna see any girl's frustration to be your blame and to feel guilty in love.
tell me that you would never want any of your friends look back on you
rather than be on your side to support and share and
tell me my heart, your feelings is just a fake and you never intend to have any relationship with him other than friendship....

but please,don't tell me my heart,that you deeply care for this man and would do anything to make him safe and comfortable.
don't tell me that your love grew everyday even though you try to break it down to pieces.
please don't tell me that you have been waiting for his call,and other ways to get over him and never fail to get in touch.
don't tell me that you miss his warm smile that is always soothe your aching heart right now.

heart, i know you've been hurt before so many times and i don't want to repeat the same mistakes to you.
as much as you don't want to hurt this time, yet, you keep loving the wrong person all over again.
so i beg you heart, stop loving him for your own good, and let the feelings you had for him buried underneath your loyal grounds of friendships.
tell me heart, that you would sacrifice one wish that you always want to have just to keep everything under control and seems right.....
tell me heart you would do that for me, as i always counted on you and always beats along with you in every second....
tell me that you will keep holding on through this mess because i know you will make it through............

love,
your soul~

done.!

2010-09-29T07:24:00.000-07:00

fuhhh~~i am done mengganti kelas!yeah!!. hehe. memandangkan isnin aku ada interview spa, tepaksa aku mgganti kelas ari isnin yg perlu diganti kerana ada quiz.. kwang kwang kwang... intebiu aku toksah ceta la. besa ja. dpt ka nda tgok rezeki ja nnt. anyway, mggu ni busy busy busy memanjang. ngan ptptn yang harus diurus, sign itu, sign ini, potostet itu ini. ammmaa... abis kertas a4 aku.. tp mc ada masa juga utk sa becengkerama dgn pesbuk dan tidur!! yaa...itu penting skali dong....tidur...modop...sleeping...hahaha.. urgh, telipun sa ni baaa.. mau tukar baru!!! huhuhuhu..mau menangis sa tingu ni telipun. sudala key dia nda da suda huruf2, numbur apatah lg ko mo nampak...main agak2 ja tekan..baru, malam nda ble sms...pasal apa?? nda nampak!!! no backlight!!! sedih sa....kalo org kol malam2 inda nmpak men angkat ja.. nda pun belari pi tempat ada cahaya...wuwuwuw..dapat ka dibayangkan aku belari tu....?? HAHAHAHA.... skali smpai tmpat chaya, "1 missed call" dia blg.... huhuhuhu.... kalo dlm keta la plg sandi....paling i tell you.... no komen....T_T ~~tangisan dalam hingus....~~

ps-- pok2 minta sponsor / dana utk beli henpon dr ehem2,...kakakakaka

cioucincau haoliyaw~~

guys, u have to know this.

2010-09-24T09:01:00.000-07:00

what most guys don't know is that full BAJU MELAYU make them look really good! like totally thumbs up!.. maksud aku, full baju melayu. not the selekeh2 one., samping xda la, songkok siap ada jambul depan laa....NO!.. its a BIG 'no' okay guys out there....sapa yang create baju melayu ni mmg genius la..haha..aku kasi tabik la sm org tu, sbb sepa2 yang pkai baju melayu akan nampak segak lagi hensem walaupun pada hakikatnya nda ensem!.kehkehkeh..eik,tapi, namun, pecayala...ini opinion dari pompuan tau...!! x tipu punya.:P

tidak kira la umur apa, bangsa apa...guys should remember this -->> you will always look good in complete baju melayu! we never doubt that!! aku igt lg kalo dekat skola dulu, ari jumaat salu budak2 laki pkai baju melayu, best ni tgok...hehehehehe sbb tu aku suka hari jumaat. dpt tgok budak laki pkai baju mlayu, lagi2 budak laki yang ehem2...ensem,..hakhakhak....cuci mate denn....(kedapatannnn!!!!!aarghhhkk!!)

but nowadays kadang2 ada jugak sesetengah yee...sesetengah kaum adam ini yang tidak mengenakan baju melayu dengan tidak sempurna...ada yang xmau pkai songkok pla sbb takut rambut rosak stail or org xnmpak rambut dia mcm2 stail tu. kalo xmo pkai tu xpa la...jangan ja xpakai songkok btul2, siap ada rambut2 dkt depan....x best la camtu...kalo pakai bagus2 kan cantek....apapun, terpulang sm korang la...kalo mo pkai cmana, xmo pkai ka....dirimu, bukan diriku...bla bla bla~~


tgok david archuletta pkai bju mlyu, COMEL nihhh!!hehehe


macho lak datuk sarukhan gni...hakhak~~

ps- aku respek la sm guys yang pkai baju mlayu lengkap.......mmg plg terbaek la!!

ciaucincau haoliyao~

tahniah!! muahaha...

2010-09-21T06:24:00.000-07:00

tahniah la buat cik aripah kita ya, kerana berjaya menurunkan berat slama 4 kilo dlm ms 2 mggu....hahahaha..jadi sebagai tanda penghargaan, cik aripah kita telah ke YOYO ya, sebuah kedai minum2, bukan yang mabuk2 yah...untuk meng'award'kan diri sendri kerana berjaya mencapai 10% sasaran berat badan.


kekejaman.

tapi pun bagaimana walau,

usaha harus diteruskan ya cik aripah. jangan la terpedaya dengan panggilan biskut2 raya d almari itu kerana mereka itu hanya menggagalkan misi anda...

ole itu, teruskan usaha!!!!

*baru tgok board dkt unitar td, ada la plakk nama ku di grup sukan....kumpulan puma ahh...kaler itam...mcm ruma sukan gituu..hehe...apaka?? teda kaitan dgn post....*

chowcincau haoliyao~

aidilfitri ley laa...

2010-09-19T08:55:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum bloggers!! lama suda sa tidak update blog ni...huhuhu...rindu tak??rindu tak??..hehehehe...i know u rindu i~~ hehehe...anyway, mc xterlambat lagi kalo sa mau ucap

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI

MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN

kepada suma sahabat2 handai sa yang berada di dunia ini....waahh...hahaha..minta maaf la kalo pena terkasar bahasa ka, terpukul ka, terbuat salah ka...minta maaf dari hujung kaki sampai la hujung rambut..minta halal makan minum suma...

so hows raya korang? okay tak? this raya we celebrate it very sederhana.. we do have open house on raya kedua (jauh, aku tau korg ndakan dtg punya) but we invite very few close friends sebab bajet xcukup haa mo buat grand2 punya.so my raya this year? very simple. :). i think i like it better like this...

raya ni kali, aku dapat pi ruma patin.! yehuu!!fes taim ni raya ruma fatin. thun lalu, tahun, tahun lalu nda pena pegi lagi...fes taim le ni... soo...raya ruma fatin, mo tunjuk skit gambo..


ini adala penjaga2 tangga..kikiki....( bucur, apeng,iwan-the-apeng's-kazen )


bermula dr yg plg lapar : fatin (pinky), adik aku, aku yang tido (huhu) shiela, syap, dan tgn bucur yg sparuh...

ni aku copy ja dr fb ni....hehehe..d ruma fatin byk btul tetamu, dari kazen2 ke kawan2, jadi sesak pla ruma tu tau... makaa...kami melihat satu2nya kawasan yg kosong adalah berhampiran tangga, jadi apa lg...duduk jakk.!!suda agak lama ngakk ketemu, maka spanjang makan2 tu meng'update' la kami status masing2..haha. bucur pla, tiba2 dilemma, mls aku mo ceta sini...panjang pla ceta dia tu...last2 ilang juga dilemma dia..tp d ruma patin gila2 aku ketawa...ntahla macik dpn aku tu pikir apa..hahaha...dengar lawak2 si apeng, tambah2 bucur lg..hahaha...adoi....penat aku ktwa ni...

then, 1 lagi open house aku pegi adala ruma ajer...mintak maap la dlu sm bucur sbb xdtg open house dia..hahaha..mrajuk lg tu...apa ble bt, fatin driver, dia sibuk, jadik aku pun xdpt pg jugakla....hihihi..kasian bucur...

ruma ajer pla, nak tunjuk gambo jugak...


huh, huduhnya wajah aku tu...fatin lak..xtau apa motif dia.hahahaha.

kami yang eksaited makan kui raya..hehehehe

KEPS berjiwa rakyat...kakakaka~ menten lawa lg aarr..

kalo wajah makan ja mmg nda cantik punya..haha..

open house ajer petang, so nasib baik dapat datang sbb pagi tu mmg sibuk beraya ruma jiran2 dkt kampung plus smbut betday adik aku lg....apapun aku tetap dtg kerana suda kena warning WAJIB DATANG ole ajer d fb..hahaha.kurang asam.excited jugak ni fes taim gi umah ajer..nasib la fatin pena pg, kalo nda, sesat la kmi.. ms otw pegi hujan adoi bukan main lebat lg...aku ma fatin pkai payung pun cam teda2 ja tu payung. kuyup jugak! isk.. suda smpi salam2 luk (kawan solehah...hihi) ajer sibuk memperkenal kan kami....fatin la plg femes.. aku ni escort ja..hahaha..*tumpang glamer patin, sesar skit ko tin!hehe* pastu mcm besakla,duduk makan kui...ole kerana aku & fatin ja member smesh ke ruma ajer. maka ajer adala excited (skema.), dia blg la....hihihi...so, xda pa2 luar besa...makan2, ceta2, pastu dkt2 maghrib gitu balik la aku sm patin...wahh, tu hujan, kami datang dia lebat...kami balik pun dia lebat jugak!...mcm nda puas ati jak nih!!hahahaha..

so kesimpulannya, raya mggu ni sgt best! hehehe...tapi ada member2 yg xdpt jumpa lg sbb da balik luar ngara mcm rafik....huhuhu...hadi...huhu...dina? eh..dina sempat...em,sapa lg ek...mggu depan mungkin ada opn hse lagi..jadi, lain lg update nya yah..hehehe. okay la da lewat. mo tidur. sok kelas..(bosannn ni!!!) assgment lum disentuh2 lagi tau.hahaha.antamlaa~

caucincau haoliyao~

xoxo

are we fair enough?

2010-09-05T09:30:00.000-07:00

i just watch history channel a moment ago..i have this thing kalo aku tgok history channel, mesti melekat punya depan tv sampai habis ceta tu, which i find it good? hahaha.. eh, that's not the point lah.. okay, okay, back on track.. i just watch '' The Trial of Saddam Hussein'' which is very interesting to me la since ceta pasal trial that late Saddam i never take notice,.alih2 da tau dia da kena gantung.. so aku pun xamik kisah since i never knew he was charged on what. mc budak2 lg ba masa tu..hehehehe... so, skrg baru da tau la late saddam kena tuduh sebab apa.. 1st, he was accuse for planned murder at dahjil, iraq if im not mistaken, ramai aa kena bunuh...then at ahnul if thats the name ka...aku pun xbrapa pasti nama tempat tu but all in iraq la....obviously....hihi..

so, all trial, americans were actually involve in the process.The trial went out bad in my opinion, sbb there's problem along all of his trial process. and ada campur tgn politik (under new president) dlm trial tu which i don't think its appropriate. bila ada campur tgn politik baru, diorang mo hukuman gantung late saddam dipercepatkan from months to that weekend. and then dekat2 nak last da ceta tu dia tunjuk video which not shown in public how late dictator on rope. aiyoo.... i think the image will haunt me for a few hours from now, or maybe days.huhuhu...

why am i telling u all this stuff?adaka sa bingung? mungkin...:P adakah saya penyokong late saddam? tidak...sa bukan sokong atau pun benci dia. bila sa tgok ceta gitu, bikin sa berpikir, adakah kita cukup adil untuk menghakimi dan menentukan nyawa seseorang? aku nda pikir penglibatan politik tu satu perkara bijak sbb basically, penghakiman tu sendri dicemari oleh perkara yang personal yang akan mempengaruhi pengadilan terhadap seseorang. late saddam kena hina ms dia d tali gantung, even after his death people were cheering for it... thats not actually good judgment la....i think... adil atau tidak, baik kita pikir sendri la... we have laws, but laws were made by human, and human were just being human.. we are all influence by our feelings, emotions... if they were saying that late dictator were a murderer, then, it seems to me that they were as same as well..just as same as what the dictator did....

ps- haha..tiba2 ceta sal politik issue pla.. just something for us to share our thoughts... because once said "those who cannot remember the past, are condemn to repeat it...." (xtauler kalo aku sala eja condemn....wawawawa)

peace, no war~~~

xoxo

gosep gel...(hahahahaha)

friendly award?aww~~

2010-09-04T10:38:00.000-07:00

wahhh..dapat frenly award...

er..trima kasih la yah kepada chek Miza Mija karena memberi kan saya award ini..

kena jwb soalan plak..haha..okeh, buli ba seja kalo ko...

1.nyatakan 7 jenis makanan/minuman kegemaran anda smasa berbuka puasa/ sahur.

mee guring
air milu panas2..hehe
kuih popiah
nasik briyani
bubur lambuk!! sedapp!!
ayam in all types of cooking..nyam2..
telur guring syak baa...hihihi~

2. berikan kepada 5 org atau lebih kepada blogger anda :

cik noraisyah nordin
cik fatin syafiqah
cik diana daya
cik yusrina
enchek afif aizad

sekian terima kasih~~ :))